hahas never late for school today ... cos find new people to wake me up liao... hehes cannot blog at home cos the computer still not really done yet cos zi xian was not free to come and help me with the com .... but he coming tomorrow oh ya was ... shall blog for yesterday... hmm yeasterday was ok was not late for assembly too ... yesterday was had my crn open book test ... hehes it easy lor ... hmm got 24/26 hehe ... cos is open book what ... that why i can get this high ... then during the ofo lesson yesaterday is so few people lor ... hmm hahas my ofo common test got 82 lor ... that so high lor ... cant really think that i will get that high lor ... cos never study for the ofo test .... hmm hahas during ofo lesson yesterday ... i miss him then i wrote alot of he name on my ofo test book lor .... and was thinking of him lor ... hehes miss him more when i dun messge him ... and this thing came to mind that during ofo lesson ... shall i give up on him cos liking her is so diffcuilt lor but i cannot bear or shall say i cant to forget about him ... hope to go online to chat with him lor .. hmm nothing really much have happen yesterday cos once i reach then my first thing is to sleep hahas wow that my most enjoyable time ... hehes sleep until like 8 plus till yao mei call me and ask me to check something for her so i told her that my com is spoilt .. so i went back to sleep and decided to wake up at 9 to watch tv ... but i sleep till 11 plus that was like when shao bin call me and chat with me that time then watch the time and found out that i have been sleeping for so long ... anyway is usual that i can sleep for so long lor ... hehes then i told him that i miss someone so much cos i cannot message him and see him lor ... then he told me just to message him and dun expect him to reply me lah ... but thinking that it like wasting of message lor ... also dunno if he got read my mesage or not ... hahas ... hmm the teacher is not here so that i can go online to blog and no need to do work cos teacher never give ... sigh duuno lah shall i shall i not ... hmm but really miss him so much that i just feel like to message him and tell him that you are the one that i miss most of my time .... but i dun have th courage to tell him ... scare that later i tell he will be angry with me or find me irritating then dao me lor ... hehes hope saturday and sunday to come soon ... so that i can see him on saturday but dun think i can see him cos it will be in leature threate so that i can see him .... hmm the time can change ... anyway shall offline and go and do my project liao ... hehe miss ya lot ..

　
hehes finally can blog liao ... spent so many time finding computer that can be use ... the self access room com are sux lor ... cannot login to blooger ... only this com can... sigh oonly leave a little bit of time to blog ... hmm have soccer match on saturday didnt play only go and see ... and really did not see much of it cos when to charissa house.... and after the soccer game we play fribee for a while and also soccer withtin the girl ... sigh .... then went to 406 basketball court to play monkey .. after that went to the food court there to have our dinner eat bian mian again and drink the tasteless ice milo ... and also the fried dumpling .... hmm jo and daniel cannot eat fried dumpling or else they will go mad or crazy ... hmm hahas after the dinner we went sun plaza mos burger to fellowship there stephen and chin yi so nice treat us to the strawberry thing and also i was mad cos heard something fuuny that nat have say .... and went home after that ... when for sunday service was not late .... and hehe reach church and when toilet with fawn and on the way going to toilet saw charissa and the mum hahas help then to go carry some stuff to the sunday school room hehes guess who i saw when i was helping to carry stuff i saw him ... hehes then he say hi to charissa and fawn because they sat hi to him first ... and he maybe got anf maybe dun have say hi to me so sad and jealous that he never say hi to me .... hahas and after service when to kong peng to have lunch ... and went mac to fellowship and the kept saying about the mistake that i made ... so evil lor ... every people will made mistake anyway ... hmm yeaterday was very boring too .... went home have lunch and also take to fawn and shaobin on the phone lor ... hehes then i miss him so much when i take to fawn and shaobin lor ... anyway miss ya so much lor cos cannot message you daily sad sad ...

　
hahas .... so long never come online to blog liao lor ... cos my com was so stupid that i have to reformat and after reformat still canot connect to internet lor ... hehes think my friend zi xian is coming to my house to help me repair the stupid com ... hmm cannot remember most of the thing shall just blog for all the days that i never blog .... hahas was in school having ofo lesson and use this time to go online and blog but the teacher keep walking to where i sitting to check are we all doing our own work so help to like minizime it lor .... hmm oh thursday 240305 when to meet yi leng to pass her my ofo note and then after that i was so lonely cos have to go for lunch myself ... sian lor than went to mos burger at bukit panjang plaza to have lunch myself ... after that went home was so bored at home so chat with fawn on the phone lor ... and then went out with me sibling to watch movies at yishun we watch the eyes ten it was lame but it was funny at some part lah ... hehes and also message her to ask her if he going for the good friday service then he say most likely .... hahas so happy that is most likely that he going .... 250305 hehes wake up early to go for good friday service i was not late for service lor ... hehes =) then was sitting with shao bin and fawn ... never see him .. only see the brother and mother ... then the brother walk toward shaobin and shao bin was so evil ... he went ask the brother where your brother but guess what we dun understand what he trying to say lah ....feel like i am the light bulb lor cos dun think i shall stand there ... cos we need to hold each other hand and i think fawn shall hold your hand not me lor ... hehes think i shall go behide and stand ... hehes then during the service i turn my head behide and see him sitting on the floor with he fater .... then i was so happy that he come ... charissa was complain that the service was bored and she wanted to go and walk walk so we went toilet but we need to walk pass him so that we can go out .... i dun wanna walk pass him so i was like kind of dumb lor walk one big round to go toilet ... when i was on my way on i saw uncle jerry he was so scary .... and then walk pass the side of the back hall see him sitting there and he look out and chari look in he faster look away ... he will want to ... hahas they keep saying that he cute= fat,ugly and aborable and aborable ... after the service we was decideding where to go hehes then was so hurgy and cannot really think without eating anything so deceided to went kongpeng to have lunch and after awhile later untill aunty june and issac came and join us for lunch .... hehes isaac want the chicken skin of my chicken rice chicken so i give it to him lor ... hehes then deceide to go junction 8 to shop aunty june and issac .... hehes went to the shop that sell alot of leater stuff and slipper that are make from leater ... hehes after that we was just like walking around and around and we also when to buy the heng ten skirt and saw string shop and decided to buy it from there to make friendship band .. and saw aunty june and issac again ... then we went to buy the string hehes actually we like everyone have to choose one colour but the colour i choose it not match with the other ... so i ask charissa to help me choose and fawn also ask to choose for her ....so chari choose pink.blue.purple.yellow ... and we went mac to eat and drink will doing the band there ... i cant make nice want like what charissa is doing but i do the normal want lor ... hehes then shao bin called and ask where are we and other question lor ... then he come down and sit in the mac with us .... hehes then i started to call him jie jie cos he was so gentle lor ... and ask jie jie if she want to buy the same skirt with us ... then also help fawn to took he photo took alot of it ... and then we all decided to go home ... went dinner with charissa at sun plaza foodcourt eat bian mian ... and after that charissa want to cut her hair so went with her to cut the hair lor ... after that took 962 from sembawang took one round so to accompany charissa home see i so good rite ... hehes oh ya i cannot message him everydays liao lah so sad ... hehes the teacher want ask to off the com liao sigh ... i havent finish bloging ... nvm still continuse to blog later .. the later is like during recess lor go library to blog ...

　
hmm wake up super early today ... wake up at like 8 plus and was slacking on the bed till i think of getting up from the bed and go to my table to just do watever is there .... hmm then daddy came back and ask me to go and make my own breadfast... so wake up and brush my teeth and do my own breadfeast so sad rite have to made my own breadfeast but it nice when you make it yourself and not by other .... was so bored and dunno what to do folding paper cane and replying my fren message and wanted to find fawn to talk to but call her no reply maybe she still in school ba ... anyway was so bored cannot go online untill my sister wake up and on the com to try it is working or not but guess what .... oh wow !!! it work and i can use it ... hehes later shuling meeting me to go to causeway point cos she say that she was bored so am i ... and was waiting for her call now ... so that i can go out and not by staying at home to get rot and bored that was i dun like to be ... sigh ... will continues to blog tonight hope that i can lah ... but really hope that he not angry with me lah ... anyway miss ya and really sorry oh ya later meeting yileng at bukit panjang plaza at 4pm to pass her something .... call jo and never ans my call too ... know that he in school but i call himduring recess lor ... miss ya .......

　
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really hope that he not angry with me or trying to dao me ...

　
sigh ... shall blog for yesterday night .... yesterday cannot have the cahnce to blog because my com have to refomat ... hehes went back to hillgrove sec ... with jiayi.jialing.cheekiat. hmm know what we went and the stupid clerk dun allow ask to take the visiter pass shw say that principle dun allow ... so my fren they all dun care just went to the canteen to buy drink ... oh wow the canteen have change alot ... then see mr george at the parade square and dare to walk to there to talk to him ... just stand from where we are to see him .. and hope that he will saw us but she did not lor ... so we decided to go home and stop wasting time there ... so we all went to westmall for lunch meet ee ching there too ... hahas then went there saw so many people that i know ... saw hong ye my ex classmate with irene and buxuin in the foodcourt and some hillgrovians my juniors like yongqin but did not really get the chance to say hi to her outside the popular ... and went into the foodcourt to have lunch and saw zhenyuan with my ite fren did not really say hi too and decided to eat eat bai mian with ee ching also saw me huiying mei at the foodcourt eating ... she still the same .... and after awhile mao gui was here and i aslo act dao by not saying hi to him .... but nvm he also never say hi to me lor .... then after everything went to meet me mum just to accompany her to go home that super lame lor ... and went home and got nothing to do cos the computer cannot use ... then was so bored cos nothing to do and decided to call fawn and ask her to talk to me on the phone and she called and talk to me .. so nice of her .... and then we talk alot of staff lor like what to get for her him ... and ask her to help me think what to do so that i will not be so bored ... she ask me to write letter to him i say write already also cannot give so must well dun write ... so decided to write poem but my brain cant really work only think of three line poem lor ... then really have no mood to write then give up on writing ... hmm then was waiting for 9pm so that i can watch tv ... and message him when i was talking to fawn... message him at 8 plus and he never reply so sad lor :( ... is he daoing me or angry with me because he read and saw what i type in the blog ... message him like 4 times but he never reply ... cannot be he sleeping on lor cos is still early .... and talk to kor on the phone yesterday night ... why jealous that i bully him izzit ... hahas xin tong that i bully your dear izzit ... oops sorry anyway i never bully him lah ... he dun want to take medication lor .... hahas then went to sleep ... the mood yesterday was kind of down and sad and scared too that i will offence him .. hope i did not ... anyway really sorry if i did ... will change if you dun like really sorry.sorry.sorry.....miss ya ...

　
i'm not suppose to love you
i'm not suppose to care for you
i'm not suppose to live my life and wishing you where there
i'm not suppose to wonder where you are or what you do
i'm sorry. i cannot help myself cause i'm in love with you ...

wake up today at 9plus ... all thanks to my mum wake me up so early just to help her check something .... bored feel sad that watever i blog i cannot read so deceided to call fawn to help me change the blogskins again .... so i called her and i ask her she say can ... hehes so HAPPY for her that she got into sajc science .. that what she last time long for ... see God is so wonder .. jia yi and ask am i going back to hillgrove ... then dunno shall i go back or not .... hmm i sorry if you dun like the thing there i can change .... any fawn is eeee lor .... hai going to sec to visit my teacher and fren first will continue to blog later .... miss ya ..

　
argh ... change my new blogskins cos it will be more easy to read ... but know what my computer the moniter cannot take the colour or the brightness lor so sick ... blog already then cannot see ... sad sad :( .... hmm today my days was ok lah ... it just that it was super bored when not doing anythinf at home or doing same thing over and over again lor ... hahas anyway wake up at 10 plus today ... eat breakfast and then use the com when online and no people is so bored lor ... then call fawn and talk to her to accompany her on the phone so that she will not feel bored on the way home lor ... hehes than after talking to her ... when to sleep hehes ... i the pig ok so forgiven that i need alot of sleep .... anyway wake up at around 2plus to eat lunch and then talk to fawn on the phone and she helping me to change the blogskins lor so nice of her thanks of her ... hehes thank ... hahas then the stupid com keep hanging and have to restart again and again .... sigh and use untill noe lor ... sigh ... only talk to him for a while only lor ...and he took so long to reply though that he was angry with me cos he read the blog that i blog for yesterday and decided to dao me but after so long then he reply .... dunno did he read what i have blog ... sigh ... and was talking to jo and daniel on the phone lor ... dunno what to do for tomorrow holiday too think shall do the same too hahas .... hmm hahas i want to watch pooh's heffalump the movie but who is going to watch with me ... hai shall i go out with my secondary school fren tomorrow dunno lah .... hmm so bored now ... i miss him now .. oh no now hmm talking on the phone now with my secondary fren ... hmm hope that they are still the same lor .... hehes but dunno what to blog liao lah cos got nothing to blog or is just that i cant remenber most of the thing going to have dinner now liao anyway will blog more tomorrow ... hai ... miss ya .. thinking of you ... :) hehes ....

　


　
i'm lying alone on the bed,thinking of you till it hurtsi know that it hurt,but what else can i do.i wish i could se you smile,and carry the smile in my heartfor times when my life feels so downyou encourage me when i think i wll not make it .it never be too late to say that i was wrong,there's no easy way it get harder each day.and what would you say if i call you now ,i just love you for the way you are.looking at you from where am i ,everyminutes talking to you is the happiness thing .thinking of you day and night.just wanna tell you that you are the one that i cherish alot ,even it is lame, but looking at the message make me more happy.even though you are boring person,but i still like the way you no matter what it is.loving you and missing you always ..

　
today was ok ... wake up and did not really do much thing cos nothing to do ... went for today service ... got only two new people came ... hahas laugh at lot in chuch today ... sigh dun have the mood to blog lah ... dun feel like blogging today stupid msn cannot sign me in ... hmm message him more than yesterday lor ... hmm hahas tomorrow going to chuch hope that i will not be late ... anyway cant really remenber much thing that happen today ... know him more today ... miss him again ... but know that he eill not miss me he only miss eun*** ... sigh ... will i get you into troubles by helping me ... really thank you so much for helping ... you are the best person ... hehes you shall know who i talking about lor ... hehes really got nothing to blog liao lah ... just wanna say that i miss him again ... but nvm can see him tomorrow during service ... hope so lah ... hehes ... really enjoy myself today ... miss ya ...

　
blog for today and yesterday ..hmm did really have time to blog for yesterday cos when to school and like slack for the day cos most of the teacher was on course lor ... then is kind of like waste time ... go school the teacher never even teach lor ... hehes sorry that i pong the last lesson ... know that you dun like will not do it again can ... hahas then went to east coast park for the cell outing ... when cycle and was talk crab the whole day ... hahas and had dinner and kennyroger .. eat the same thing as her ... share the drink ... hehes then reach home super late yesterday then cannot really blog lor ... then today was also like slacking in school too ... anyway when to fawn house after my school ... play the life of game and play pay roll too .... then all did alot of stuff like throwing the tatty teddy of fawn ... and have lunch and dinner there .... after that went to play with chuch and the dunno what the other dog name ... they are cute lor ... hehes went mac before we went to steph house for pand p ... a cup of plain water enlager hahas .... sigh caryon was there thinking dunno how many dog i must see ... class outing to sentosa dun think i going cos is lame ... sigh ... why ... what wrong with going to church 3 time a week or going for cell outing ? dunno lah ... stupid lor ... drop of tear ... hmm was sort of late fof school today ... but teacher mark present ... nice of her ... prjoect sigh dunno shall i do on holiday ... hope that everything will be fine ... hahas thinking of him today ... anyway i forget all the thing that have happen today .. miss ya ...

　
today was ok lah ... hahas as usual i was late for school again for 5 min ... but know what once i reach saw all my fren outside the class and i ask how come nv go in the class they say teacher nv come ... then hahas i was not consider late lor .... hmm today school was bored last lesson class only left with like less than 10 people lor so stupid lor ... sigh dun worry lah everthing will be fine after tomorrow lor ... sigh... hmm never mind lah ... i miss him ... oh no i forget what i want to blog liao lah... hmm think that today the time is really veri short for everything lor ... so long never go online liao ... hehes ... never mind ok today reach home then went to sleep and wake up at 9pm to have dinner and then watch tv ans slack untill 10plus then come online .. hmm maybe will really irritating because i jealous ... but hope you dun think this way lah ... hmm tomorrow got school again ... sian and someone end school so late lor ... dunno shall i go for the outing or not ... cos will be tired after one whole long day of bored lessom ... but too little people is going for the outing lor .... cannot blog liao lah have too off it liao ... hmm cos my com got problem ... anyway miss ya

　
hmm ... today was veri tired lor ... as usual late for school again was late for 5 mon again .... hmm today was ok only have 4 hours of lesson then can go home ... cos all the teacher have meeting ... so we are dismissed early lor ... than have my ofo common test today dunno if i can pass or not cos some of the thing dun really know how to write ... after school went to fawn house for lunch and play with issac and fawn and shao bin ... we play board game too ... hehes it was fun ... but when i reach home i sleep till 10 plus and wake up to message him ... did not really message him much cos today he is having tuition then he will not reply me and also he was tired after studying and all the tuition lor .. sigh ... time is running short ... today is ending soon ... why God still havent help me with my problem that i ask ... i thought ask and it shall be given ... but it was not given lor ... hahas miss him now ... sigh tomorrow still got school ... got nothing to blog liao lah .. miss ya ...

　
hehes today my day was okay lah ... as usual i was late for school ... so more late for an hours lor ... so stupid ... thank to my fren that help me to sneak into the classroom ... hehes talking to fawn now jealous izzit ... hahas my hand was pain cannot really do alot of thing sigh ... so happpy that my school end early tomorrow .. hmm time is running short and will thing really and will God really let thing that i dun believe that will happen ... hope it will lah but still have to be worry that thing that i pray for will not really happen lor ... sigh hope that tomorrow will not be late for school again ... hmm going to fawn house tomorrow to have fun what a weird thing is this .. hahas today will so funny ... shu min keep looking at me when i tie my hair and she laugh at me dunno for what lor .. i ask her she say cos is funny ... hahas then i put my hair infront they all laugh and say that it look like cocount and keep laughing at it .. and i laugh with them too ... but i laugh for one small thing for veri long lor ... sigh ... hope that thing will be happening or else time is running short ... hmm thinking of ... oh no why must i be the leader in the project group it so stress lor .. i people have to keep track on 6 people work and make sure they do part of the project ... can i not be the leader is hard to be one and see i also dun really know what to do lor and i have to help them when i dunno anything .... all my group members is like depending on me to say what should they do and all other stuff lor ... sigh .... dunno know lah ... it stress and ya common test is coming too and having to spent time on the test and also the project and know what time is not really enough lor ... and this is not a issue that i pray abt it lah ... it just other more important thing lah ... hope that will will answers my that question that i pray for recently lor time is running short ... miss my seconday school day lor ... dun really like ite life yet ... cos is still tiring and stress ... i also dun like to be stress with ... oh ya getting sick soon having flu now .... so jealous that people are having holiday now and enjoying theirself when i still have to go back to school to study ... sigh ... why my holiday cant just be the same time as them ... but have to be happy always cos i amy no matters what happen i must still be happy :) hehes ... but still have to be worry cos time is running short ... did i really have faith in God now that he will really help me ... sigh ... hehes was this singing this song but dun really know the whole song only know this line ... oh i want to know you more deep within my soul i want to know you .. hahas was thinking of him today ... miss him today too ... he never reply my message again ... sigh mvn maybe he busy or what lor ... sigh going to end here liao lah ... just hope that God will make a way when there seen to be no way ... miss ya ...

　
hmm now shall blog for today liao ... hmm today wa tired too ... as usually hahas wake up and went for service in the morning and was late for service and sit behide with charissa for service ... but like the place alot cos can see him clearly lor ... hahas sermon was ok today but when joseph say that what God have help him to provided him with what he ask for ... so thing come to mind that .. will he really help me with all my problem ... the answers is yes .. but i have pray to him already but nothing really seen to happen lor ... time is running short ... how... what am i going to do ... can God just give me the answers to my pray ... hahas so happy today too see he smile two time lor ... shall carry it in my heart when ever i go ... hahas guess what i think i really miss him alot when he never reply my message lor .. he never reply me again .. sad sad ... is he busy ... or i just been irratating ... sigh ... dunno lah ... hehes went to the agape sunday school church camp to play with the kid there ... hehes it fun but was tired and have a headach after the camp ... oh no i miss him again ... hahas he just reply me message me lor ... so good all the people having holiday and why my holiday is different form your ... and cannot go out with your lor so sad ... hmm know the answers already still ask for what ... sian tomorrow got school wanted to enjoy with your people but cannot ... sigh .. still got alot of thing havent do think shall go and do now liao .. miss ya ... oh ya people please pray for me thing really happent to me and i really need God help ... pray that he will listen to my prayer and help me with my problem okok ... today only got three reply form him ... i message him 7 time but only 3 reply lor sad sad ...

　
hmm... shall blog for yesterday and today ... yesterday and today was veri veri tired lor ... hehes wanted to went for the st andrew family day ... but we are late by the time we reach there is all close... hahas so sad cannot see him lor ... and support the class and the mum ... hahas during service yesterday was my first time in this year doing projection lor was doing with fawn ... hehes but why everytime i do sure got something will happen like dun have the song or other thing lor ... and yesterday bb join us for service lor ... and the service ended kind of super early lor ... than talk to shao bin than after that than go for dinner with the youths and again ate chincken rice lor ... hehes after dinner chin yi deceided so we all go to town to shop for birthday present for those youths in the cell that the birthday coming soon want .. so we went to wistma to buy lor ...hehes then shop and shop then somthing come to mind was thinking shll i get him a birthday present when the birthday coming and waht shall i get for him ... hehes then went to the coffee club express to get some drink but did not like the drink there lor ... hehes then went back .. reach home at 11plus then was tired took a shower than went to sleep liao... he never message me sad sad miss ya ... aishiteru ..

　
hehes today was kind of tired cos today went for the cultral tour was not veri fun lah .. but did enjoy myself abit ... did alot of stupid thing lor ... shall not mention abt it cos is really stupid and lame lor hahas ... cos i bored so i did all the stupid and lame stuff .. hahas than brought a nice bookmark too in chinatown lor .... just fun the chinatown heritage centre was fun lor ... hahas was not late for school today but almost lah ... hahas stupid lor no assembly today than make me go to school so early and have no assembly lor ... hehes than after all the tour or wat went to meet shao bin in orchard to have dinner with him .... i was late fine ok, happy ... not really my fault lah cos i dun really know orchard well lor ... than my stupid fren leave me alone in taka ... see lah i ahve to find my way to orchard mrt station ... but in the end i found it lor ... hehes see i clever ... and other reason of being late is that i have a shorter legs can, happy ... hahas today he reply me ... cos i say that "hey why now a day you never reply my message har ? can i know what did i do anything wrong that make you dun wanna reply me" then he say that he is busy this pass few days lor ... hahas nvm i forgive him lor ...oh ya thank vinz too !! thank .. oh no i forget to bring back my ofo textbook to revised for my ofo common that is on 15march lor ... hmm think i only got one day to study for two chapter ... but got alot of thing to learn lor ... but nvm for the pass test i pass quite well lor ... hehes .... miss him today lor ... oh no i think i miss him like almost everydays lor ... nvm miss people is a common thing when you like someone lor ... hehes :) ... hahas i super tired oh no my toe still hurt lor ... hmm hahas was so siao today cos say alot of stupid stuff with shao bin lor ... hahas than was talking about something too lor ... hahas learn one new word today during the tour ... learn from one of the eurasia ppl ... "yos ar mos bos" hahas guess what it is about lah ... hehes ... hmm so bored now hope to talk to him online now ... hehes ... just wanna say that you are the one that i cherish most .. hmm tomorrow izzit the st andrew family day or watever izzit call ... hahas wat if i can i see him there ... hehes .. but dunno if he going or not ... hahashahs... can i go for the things .. if can shall i go ... hahas hmm i think that i really wanna sleep liao :o ... but cannot lor cos i still got alot of thing havent do lor .. hahas really got nothing to write liao lah ...

　
hehes today will late agin for school but i only late for like 3 min lor ... hahas today he only message me once lor ... dunno what he doing now message him never reply me ... sigh ... hahas today got back my ofo account function test paper liao ... pass vey well lah ... hahas function 1 and 2 got 79/100 and function 2 and 3 got 70/110 hahas ... hmm my toe hurt .. hoping forward to tomorrow cultural tour tomorrow it will be tiring but nvm it will end like 5lor ... sigh.... hmm tomorrow shall not be late cos got assembly if late have to conficate ez link card lor ... hahas i think i miss him lor .. sigh my toe really hurt but i dunno what happen to it lah .. why he never reply my message want ... hahas today play a bit of badminton with melene during recess lor .. hahas dun know how to play but is fun playing with ppl that dunno how to play too .. and play volleyball again but this time is during pe lesson lor .. but is fun cos they also dunno how to play ... and all of them is first time palying volleyball ... oh ya got hit ball the volleyball today .. jinju lah kick the ball so hard and hit on to my face ... hahas shall stop her liao cos got to go and bath and take a look at my toe again and also hahas watch tv too and amazing i never have evening sleep today lor .. sigh super tired now ... shall blog more tomorrow ...

　
hmm shall post for yesterday ... did not post cos yesterday was super tired lor ... hahas as usually i was late for school but this time super late lor late for 1 hour lor .... but my monitress is good she mark me present and not late ... went to republic ploy with my fren to pay money that after that went to buy thing .... than reach home is abt 7.40 than have dinner ... and slack for a while then went to sleep.... so never come online nad blog ... i sleep untill like 10.30 and relise that i havent message him and blog but never mind i still message him lor ... but the past few day i message him he never reply me want .... sad sad .... hmm yeterday school was fine play volley ball again ... did not play much cos i dun really how to play play because they short of ppl ... and was a most picking ball the whole game lor ... hahas :) but nevermind ... sigh miss him ...yesterday wanted to send message to ask zhen yuan what time their class end but i was thinking of him so i message the wrong ppl i send what time your school end tomorrow to joel lor ... then message to him again to say sorry message the wrong people ... sigh how that he will reply my message oh ya think i have to stop here liao cos going to school now liao .... or else i will be late again ... will blog again tonignt ... miss ya ...

　
hmm sigh today was late for school again ... hahas finally i almost finish all my test liao .. so happy that i pass both two of the test but not very high mark lah. but it ok that i pass hahas .... hmm but still quite stress that i still got a lot of project havent done yet not even started yet ... hmm see him online today but never really talk to him much lah ... hey your know what my fren accidentally deleted he message lor so sad ... no more he message liao... sigh today the crn test was so scary keep saying the wrong thing ... but nvm i still pass not very good lah ... oh no i miss him now lor ... nothing hahas sigh tomorrow still got the account test again... sigh today in school know one new fren lor ... and also yi wen was my laogong in school hahas ... hmm so boring now ... dunno wat happen to my stomach today it hurt maybe i cannot eat yougurt and went to eat a little of it ... hehe think i like hehe more now than haha ... hmm i want all he message back ... and i want he to message me ... he so long never message me liao lor ... sad sad ... nothing much happen in school that happen today school was fine and when home after my school was tired ... really like miss him more when he never messge me lor ... sigh maybe after blogging i shall go and sleep lor then .... haha so sleepy now :O oh no is 7 pm liao ... sigh dunno lah miss him more and more ... so miss him really ... all your fault deleted all the message from him i so angry with you lor ... watever will not let you touch my phone liao ... sigh sigh sigh .... hahas sorry that got so many sigh ... did he really forgive me .... love ya,miss ya ... cherish you alway...

　
today. sian .all out of love. miss him. did not have the chance. vollyball . dun feel likg going . really. like the way you are. happy to see you. dun know. scare and scare. sad.sad. why it is you. nothing. cannot remenber lah . sleepy.nothing to do. bored. this love. the reason. alot of thing i wish i did'nt do. i just want you to know. change the way i use to be. talking on the phone. not a prefect person. wht must it be you. why am i talking about that thing again. playing.blogging. writing.thnking. accidentally in love listening. watever. shall not be late tomorrow for school. i late for 5 min . but teacher was later that us . thinking i got nothing much to blog today liao ..

　
i'm lying alone on the bed,
thinking of you till it hurts
i know that it hurt,but what else can i do.
i wish i could se you smile,
and carry the smile in my heart
for times when my life feels so down
you encourage me when i think i wll not make it .
it never be too late to say that i was wrong,
there's no easy way it get harder each day.
and what would you say if i call you now ,
i just love you for the way you are.
looking at you from where am i ,
everyminutes talking to you is the happiness thing .
thinking of you day and night.
just wanna tell you that you are the one that i cherish alot ,
even it is lame, but looking at the message make me more happy.
even though you are boring person,
but i still like the way you no matter what it is.
loving you and missing you always ..

　
hmm finally can blog liao cos i cannot blog later ... sigh today wake up and when to church was super early that the most of the youth lor .. hahas so happy that i was not late lor ... the service was okay cannot really see him much today lah but nvn after service see him alot of time lor ... but dunno what have happen to me after he left i felt that i must say sorry to him .. dunno what wrong i did just got the feeling to tell him sorry .. and kept very quite during the almost whole afternoon lor .. after saying sorry to him than feel better ... hahas dunno what happen to me i like miss him every hour,every mintues,every second lor ... and was mad in wheelock place whwn i was with fawn ... just keep saying somthing weird like i like him.. i miss him ... did i have chance ...can i have a place in your heart ... he just like me ... hahas wanted to know alot of thing about him but dunno how to find out lor ... and we went far east to took neoprint with shaobin. charissa.fawn ... all the neoprint was not veri nice lor ... i think i will miss him every sunday cos that the day i only can see him lah ... sorry ... tomorrow have all the test and i still dun really care think i going to fail all the three test lor ... hahas but really have fun alot today lor ... hmmm love the way he is and the skin colour alot lor ... and the tao of him look cute :P ... hahas hmm dun know what to write liao cos cannot remenber alot of thing ... dun forget my name is amy ... so cannot remenber alot of thing lor ... but for now just wanna let him know that i miss him... and love ya ... but he will not know anyway .... think i shall stop here and go and learn all my test for tomorrow lor .. hehes just wanna say love ya and miss ya always ...

　
hmm the stupid blooger made me have to reblog again .... hmm today nothing really special happen to me .. hahas me wake up today and call fawn and wake her up just to ask her how to go queenway shopping centre ... sorry to wake you up hahas ... than go queensway shopping centre with ee ching cos she wanted to buy shoes there cos she heard that is cheaper there .... after a long hours shopping in queenway ... than we decided to have lunch so we went ikea to eat the hot dog bread lor .... after eating it we going into ikea to walk walk and did not realize that is already 2.50 when i have to go to fawn house before 3.10 lor than decided to go down to church my own ... but took the bus from the wrong side that have to cross to the oppsite to take back o the same place ... reach church at about 4.30 that is like super late liao lor ... hahas but nvm i still come and the service for today is okay ... guess what jo did something evil lor .. when to took someone playing badminton and show it to me lor .. siao hahas but he really cool lor when he play badminton ... so see him fair dun think he will play badminton under the hot sun ... but that what i think like but maybe he cannot be tan that kind ... hahas but i like the fair colour of him lor so cute .. hahas than have dinner in mac ate double cheese burger without cheese again ... and sit there talk crab with those young want ... than finally decided to go to the tauhui place to find the others ppl ... once we reach most of them are leaving soon .. than went home to blog but the stupid blog cannot be blog so have to re-blog again .. hope that this time can ... sigh why must all different test crush on monday .. dun think i can memory so many thing since i alway so forgetful want ... hahas tomorrow is sunday again can go church again .. hmm dun feel like going home after service tomorrow lor but dunno where to go and with who lor ... but anyway think have to go home and learn for my watever test that is on monday lor ... hmm cannot remenber most of the thing that i blog just now ... sigh nothing else to type liao lah ...

　
hmm.. every thing is kind of same today wake up and go to school.. but today i was not late for school morning assembly hahas... so happy that i was not late .. hahas .. hmm.. stay in school waiting for my lame cca but in the end dun have any lor .. so when to watch them play table tennie and do alot of lame thing ... hahas was happy that tomorrow no school .. sigh finally can have a long sleep tomorrow no need to wake up so early .. school was tiring and stress just feel like dropping .. once a reach home i went to my room and sit on the bed and falls a sleep hahas i not sleeping now wow amazing ... than just feel like coming online to blog lor .. but nothing much to blog lor ... cos dunno what to blog and scared that i will have a lot of spell mistakes .... sigh really dunno wat to put liao lah .. think i have to end here cos need to go and talk to someone ..hahas ... he online now .. see i know when will he come online want lah .. miss ya =)

　
hahas... finally got a nice blog thanks to fawn !! love you .. sigh dun know how to blog lah ..hmm today my day was kinda of bored i think i every day also bored lah ... stress cos got alot of project haven do and it going to due date soon , and i dun know how to do it lor ... help me ppl .. okok hmm nothing much to say liao just wanna thanks fawn again for helping me in my blog ... hahas thanks fawn ... =)