hehes today my day was okay lah ... as usual i was late for school ... so more late for an hours lor ... so stupid ... thank to my fren that help me to sneak into the classroom ... hehes talking to fawn now jealous izzit ... hahas my hand was pain cannot really do alot of thing sigh ... so happpy that my school end early tomorrow .. hmm time is running short and will thing really and will God really let thing that i dun believe that will happen ... hope it will lah but still have to be worry that thing that i pray for will not really happen lor ... sigh hope that tomorrow will not be late for school again ... hmm going to fawn house tomorrow to have fun what a weird thing is this .. hahas today will so funny ... shu min keep looking at me when i tie my hair and she laugh at me dunno for what lor .. i ask her she say cos is funny ... hahas then i put my hair infront they all laugh and say that it look like cocount and keep laughing at it .. and i laugh with them too ... but i laugh for one small thing for veri long lor ... sigh ... hope that thing will be happening or else time is running short ... hmm thinking of ... oh no why must i be the leader in the project group it so stress lor .. i people have to keep track on 6 people work and make sure they do part of the project ... can i not be the leader is hard to be one and see i also dun really know what to do lor and i have to help them when i dunno anything .... all my group members is like depending on me to say what should they do and all other stuff lor ... sigh .... dunno know lah ... it stress and ya common test is coming too and having to spent time on the test and also the project and know what time is not really enough lor ... and this is not a issue that i pray abt it lah ... it just other more important thing lah ... hope that will will answers my that question that i pray for recently lor time is running short ... miss my seconday school day lor ... dun really like ite life yet ... cos is still tiring and stress ... i also dun like to be stress with ... oh ya getting sick soon having flu now .... so jealous that people are having holiday now and enjoying theirself when i still have to go back to school to study ... sigh ... why my holiday cant just be the same time as them ... but have to be happy always cos i amy no matters what happen i must still be happy :) hehes ... but still have to be worry cos time is running short ... did i really have faith in God now that he will really help me ... sigh ... hehes was this singing this song but dun really know the whole song only know this line ... oh i want to know you more deep within my soul i want to know you .. hahas was thinking of him today ... miss him today too ... he never reply my message again ... sigh mvn maybe he busy or what lor ... sigh going to end here liao lah ... just hope that God will make a way when there seen to be no way ... miss ya ...