sigh ... shall blog for yesterday night .... yesterday cannot have the cahnce to blog because my com have to refomat ... hehes went back to hillgrove sec ... with jiayi.jialing.cheekiat. hmm know what we went and the stupid clerk dun allow ask to take the visiter pass shw say that principle dun allow ... so my fren they all dun care just went to the canteen to buy drink ... oh wow the canteen have change alot ... then see mr george at the parade square and dare to walk to there to talk to him ... just stand from where we are to see him .. and hope that he will saw us but she did not lor ... so we decided to go home and stop wasting time there ... so we all went to westmall for lunch meet ee ching there too ... hahas then went there saw so many people that i know ... saw hong ye my ex classmate with irene and buxuin in the foodcourt and some hillgrovians my juniors like yongqin but did not really get the chance to say hi to her outside the popular ... and went into the foodcourt to have lunch and saw zhenyuan with my ite fren did not really say hi too and decided to eat eat bai mian with ee ching also saw me huiying mei at the foodcourt eating ... she still the same .... and after awhile mao gui was here and i aslo act dao by not saying hi to him .... but nvm he also never say hi to me lor .... then after everything went to meet me mum just to accompany her to go home that super lame lor ... and went home and got nothing to do cos the computer cannot use ... then was so bored cos nothing to do and decided to call fawn and ask her to talk to me on the phone and she called and talk to me .. so nice of her .... and then we talk alot of staff lor like what to get for her him ... and ask her to help me think what to do so that i will not be so bored ... she ask me to write letter to him i say write already also cannot give so must well dun write ... so decided to write poem but my brain cant really work only think of three line poem lor ... then really have no mood to write then give up on writing ... hmm then was waiting for 9pm so that i can watch tv ... and message him when i was talking to fawn... message him at 8 plus and he never reply so sad lor :( ... is he daoing me or angry with me because he read and saw what i type in the blog ... message him like 4 times but he never reply ... cannot be he sleeping on lor cos is still early .... and talk to kor on the phone yesterday night ... why jealous that i bully him izzit ... hahas xin tong that i bully your dear izzit ... oops sorry anyway i never bully him lah ... he dun want to take medication lor .... hahas then went to sleep ... the mood yesterday was kind of down and sad and scared too that i will offence him .. hope i did not ... anyway really sorry if i did ... will change if you dun like really sorry.sorry.sorry.....miss ya ...