hehes today was kind if weird lah ... hehes was a bit late lah ... took 966 to church then alight at ascension kingdergarden and walk in from there to chuch was kind of scare that i cant find them lah ... but guess what charissa and fawn and sam was outside somewhere near to the enterance to want for me lor .... so good of them ... they scare that i cant find them lah ... so nice of them lor ... went in to the church of ascension the first thing that came to my mind was ... oh wow so many ppl ... hmm then feel abit scared lah cos it was so many ppl that i dunno even though i siting with fawn,charissa,chinyi and sue en in a group but still scared lah ... cos see so many unknown ppl ... hehes then there this part that they want us to walk around and say hi or intro or even talk to the ppl and they say stop where even we are we have to sit down lah ... then end up beside fawn lor ... but was not suppose to sit with her so went to infront row to sit then is all ascension ppl lor ... went i like move in one sit to sit beside them ... then they all move away lor ... execpt one gal that was sitting at the end of the row ... then no ppl i sitting in the middle lor ... then no more ppl lor ... then this gal from ascension walk to me and ask me this question did you feel weird that you are sitting in the middle then i was ya ... hmm then she walk away ... wanted to ask her like how come you church ppl like that went sit beside them then they all walk away ... what kind of manner they have .. make me feel like i an a monster lor ... that every ppl scared of me lor ... sigh ... they so fawn think that i too lonely then she so nice lor ... come and sit beside me lor ... hahas finally feel that i not that weird lah ... they ppl there was nice lah ... hehes play captain ball after the service in the sajs sch field lah it was so hot and i wearing slipper and black tshirt lor dunno really wanted to play lah but no choice lah if dun play like so as lor ... so play lor with the ascension youth and was same group as sue en and the other group got like ben basil and charissa and daren lor ... so many our own youth ... then is was hard to play captain ball with alot of ppl that i dunno ... cos dunno who my group ppl lar ... but they are nice lah ... cos i thrown to wrong ppl first they did not scold me lor ... hehehs they all so active not like me still near to the captain all goal ... hehes anyway the captain name was amy too lah ... she was taller then me and was younger then me lah ... hehes they went i wanted to throw the ball to the tne captain went go in they will like amy goal to amy ... then i was like wat lor ... hehes overall the game was fun lah they also soccer for the guy ... hehes then my group wow .. so happy lor ... hehes after the game was like super tired lor ... sit down at the table there talk to charissa lor ... hehes then after the talk ... they decided to went ang mo kio to have dinner lor steamboat there ... then went there they did not really left with alot of food liao lah ... so decided to went to s11 coffee shop to eat dinner there lor ... didnt eat cos have to go home and eat lah ... saw the r gen ppl there too ... went to walk around ang mo kio and decided to go to play that got air con and not pack with ppl ... so decided to go same mac in ang mo kio lor ... reach there abt 8.45 slack there dunno nothing ... and wait for the other to come cos stephen's car not enough space so have to go two round ... then went they reach we are almost going back soon ... went back with jo ... the mum came to pick her up at ang mo kio and he went bukit timah to stay lah ... so reach bukit timah and took a bus home lah .... then reach home at 10.30 like that was super tired lor ... went to bath and call shaobin and talk to him for wahile before i going to sleep lor ... hmm nothing to blog liao lah ... anyway can see him tomorrow in church ... so miss him lor ... it going to be one month liao lah ... so sad =( hehes so tired liao lah going to sleep soon so that i can make be on time tomorrow for church lah ... miss him ...

　
hehes ... yesterday was the first day of my duty day lah ... hehes theb the lesson was ok lah ... just that i cannot really do the efc test lor ... cos it so difficult lah ... anyway lesson ended 15min early lor ... went to talk to melene ade and xinyi and lijia and also da fu in the canteen lah .. after that went to basketball court to look for yiwen .. but then samantha say they was in the libray lah ... so went to the library ... sit there with qiao min and linda and yiwen ... qiao min was sleeping and then ... me and the other is talking crab lah ... after awhile saw samantha and the other they after playing come to library lah ... saw yuan in the library come in just to look around and talking on the phone lor .. hehes .. but think he never saw us lah .. hahas then wanted to play badminton with the other before yi wen went to do campus service lah .. but guess what pe room wasnt open lah ... hehes ... and saw xinyi and da fu with apple ? the gal playing volley ball ... they keep asking me to join volley ball lah ... i dun want ... cos think that i have no enough time for it lah .. but play a while with then lah ... they all so good lar .. hehes then hor ... hmmm went to the hall see some rehersal in the hall today ... hmm and yiwen campus service took only 15min lah ... so fast lor ... cos the classroom was clean she only need to arrage the table ... hehes then went home with yiwen and linda .... reach home a while only then my mother call and ask me to go downstair to help her to carry thing cos she was carrying my baby cousin lor .. dun want to carry thing ... i carry my baby cousin lor ... sigh ... she was so cute lor ... have to play with her abit abit then cry ... sigh ... bring her home cos her nanny went oversea and no ppl take care of her ... at 9pm the grandma can and took her away ... hehes shall i say finally cos was so tired after carrying her and play with her .... sigh taking gare of baby is so difficult lor ... anyway miss him more lah it going to be one month liao ...

　
hehes was almost late for my common test today lor ... so took a cab to school but reach school in time lah ... today the crn paper was ok lah ... it just that i forget some of the time lah ... but still can do but dunno can pass or not lah ... hehes then today got back my efc test mark oh no i did so badly lor ... :( cos was so stupid all the mistake that i make was really stupid lor .. never check ... then have aother efc progress test again .. this test was ok lah ... just that some of the question that i dunno how to do lor ... hehes my class get scolding for the outing thing lor .. that stupid ... sigh .. then today was kind of bored ... tomorrow have moring assembly lah .. have to reach school at 7.30 lor that was super early then the other day lor ... hehes play badminton for pe lesson ... was fun lah ... went home woth linda again ... she so good waited for me for 1 hours lor ... nice of her lah ... hehes today school ended at 5.15 then reach home at like 6+ then paly with my baby cousin .. she so cute lor !! but she went home lor .. then mum was here to take here home after the work ... hehes and have dinner and then come online to blog and chat with him ... but he never chat with me lor ... nvm lah ... anyway exam is coming .. oh no so fast ... nothing really much had happen lah ... hehes and today got tks project the have to come out with group name ... then my fren ask me to put my blog add lor ... like watever- joel ... then i was like siao ah ... later teacher ask why i write this ... hehes it make me think of him at that moment lah .. anyway miss him today ...

　
hmm sigh ... haiya hahas wasnt late for school was so early lor so went to mac with some of my fren to buy drink before we head down to school ... hmm then went to school with them lor ... hehes hmm ... suppose to have ofo test yesterday but then think teacher postpone cos think that i not many people turn up for her lesson lah ... so she never ask us to do test lah ... then have test tomorrow lor ... hehes have efc lesson .... then teacher tell us about the exam timetable and also found out that i will have my long holiday soon lor ... hehes then oh no sorry fren made your have to minus make for the project just because for me handed in the project late lah ... but nvm .. teacher will only minus 5 mark from your then 20 mark from me cos it most of my fault lah ... hehes then have crn lesson have out test paper back lah ... oh no cant imaging that i can fail crn that subject is so easy lor ... got 30/100 only cos i never study for it lor ... but never today will ahve another crn test again lor ... hehes ... i learn for it liao most lah but still cannot really remember all the thing that i learn lah ... hmm then got back my ofc project mark too ... have 73 for it lor ... not veri good lah ... but still happy that we got 73 for it lor ... hehes .... then after school took the 963 home ... reach home at around 7 lor ... have dinner and come online to chat and partly because i also wanted to talk to him online too lah ... hehes then guess what was sad that he wasnt even online yesterday lor ... was online to chat with my fren and then also chat with kor on the phone lor ... hehes then keep calling fawn but she wasnt at home cos need to ask her something and also talk to her lah ... hehes so chat with kor ... after that wanted to message her that ask her to call me when receive my message but too bad havent send and she called me liao ... then chat with her for a while but not veri long cos my phone the battery was low so cannot talk lor ... went to bath and and go to my room wrote some letter to someone lah ... it not him lah ... just feel very bored cos i got nothing to do so wrote letter lor .. hope that no other people will see the letter beside the owner lah ... hehes feel like writing to him lah .. but dunno what to write and dunno if he got time to read it or maybe he will not even open it ... and think that he will not reply back my letter lor ... sigh ... then after writing letter to my fren went to sleep cos tomorrow got morning assembly lah ... hate morning assembly but what can i do have to go lor ... so stupid why must we have morning assembly want ... what the problem with the school har .... have morning assembly for what ... not many people turn up anyway what but most of them came lah ... watever lah ... hehes nothing to blog liao lah ... just miss him more today ...

　
hehes today wasnt late for church but almost lah ... cos i smart this time took 142 and alight at the bus stop outside the ascension kindergarden and walk thought by there lah .. it will be more fast then i took one round ... hehes all thank to joanna that teach me this method ... hehes then reach church in time lah ... hehes sit beside fawn and charissa again ... cannot really see him from where i sitting lah ... so just give on looking at him since i cannot see him from where i sitting at ... hehes today sermon was short ... and the service ended super early lor ... talk around in church and was walking back from toilrt that time ... was asking fawn ... why i bever see him ... but she never reply keep looking at the fren inside tha hall lah ... then turn back i saw HIM so happy lah ... and was mad cos i never message him and talk to him for long time liao lah ... so see him today mad me go crazy ... like keep laughing when nothing even happen lah ... or will just shout for no reason lah ... but thank to all of them that can be patience with all my nonesence lah ... thank all i know i was irratiting but thank lah ... was just really crazy after the service ... untill a while was tired and didnt make any noise liao ... after finish lunch was so bored and charissa decided to pon bc and go out with us ... so bad ... so went was decideding when to go at the 142 bus stop lah ... hmm then finally decided to go to orchard but dunno where to go lah ... so just walk around and see if we see any nice shop that we can shop in ... but was like was suppose to be the tour guide but dun want lah ... i also dunno orchard very well ... hmm at first got 11 people took mrt ... me,charissa,fawn,mark,susanna,celest,ben chong, gabriel and daniel...
josiah and shaobin ... but shaobin he not joining us for the outing cos he is working lah as for josiah i dun really know lah ... hehes ... so lesser people now ... and when we reach orchard and walk for a while and then gabriel and daniel os leaving to meet ben lee ... hehes then me ,fawn and celeste mark, susanna, charissa and ben chong ... we went to talk neo print together lor ... wasnt really nice lah ... but i fun taking with many people ... hehes ... then after that went to sit and have drink at ate some from in long john ceni ... and then susanna went back to meet her fren while me fawn celeste and mark and ben chong continue to shop in wheelock the book shop haiya dunno how to spell lah ... went to get something ... the thing there was ex lah .. then after we all was tired so went home ... oh ya we saw so nice poster at hereen hmv but was veri ex lah ... fawn mark and celeste took a cab home ... i and ben walk to the mrt station to take mrt home lor ... reach home at like 6plus ... reach home call fawn and chat with her for a while ... and also come online but never see him online lah ... and continue to blog and do some stuff ... and he came online and chat with him awhile ... and went to have dinner and come back online to blog lah .. hehes was using the com for so long liao lah ... also chat with ee ching for awhile on the phone ... hehes ... anyway miss him ... nothing to blog liao lah ... and have to offline cos i have been using seen i reach home lar ... oh ya know what to get for him for the birthday liao ...

　
hehes i hmm yesterday was tired so never come online to blog ... so should blog today ... hehes opps yesterday was fine lah ... wake up and hear that charissa called me and i called her and she say she want to meet me to go service together ... hmm so decided to go to service with her ... hmm then let her wait for me for so long ... cos i was late and did not have phone to call her and tell her that i will be late ... and make her wait for so long and worry about this and that ... sorry ... hmm then was late for service lah ... but not veri late lah ... oh hehes saw ben girlfriend hehes ... then dunno that they are celebrating steph birthday till the morning when i call fawn ... and so i went lah ... hehes have bbq in the basketball court celebrating steph birthday ... and was ok lah .. slack talking here and there ... help out a little and also play the game bogger i dunno did i spell correctly lah ... play and eat with cahrissa and the herb guy at the same time ... then after awhile shao bin join in ... and guess what i the stupid want didnt score any point in the game .. not even one point lor ... sigh then more and more people join in the game ... and i dun want to play cos i keep lossing lah ... then saw issac and celeste when to talk to celeste and play with issac at the same time too ... hehes ... after that see them play guitar and sit beside them looking ... so nice that they know how to play ... i also wanna learn how to play guitar ... but no people teach me lah ... oh ya liwei teach me a bit but think i forget liao lah ... hehes then went home at 9.00pm with nat and shao bin when he driving lah ... drove nat to the main road and she took a cab home from there ... she wasnt feeling i think ... then continue to drove to to braddell mrt station ... and took mrt home from there lah ... reach home call fawn and talk to her for a while ... and also reach home and call shao bin to tell him that i reach home liao lah ... then after that went to bath and then sleep lah ... then this morning almost late for service ... that all for today ... hehes 2 week 3days ... your should know what lah ... still counting lah ... miss him ... so happy that tomorrow is sunday lah ... will be crazy tomorrow lah ...

　
hmm today as usual went to school suppose to reach at 7.30 for helping out lah ...but was late so never help ... reach and get scolding for joshua that i ask him to reach early and i did not come early ... hehes ... sorry lah ... and went for assembly lah ... and then dunno what happen lah ... she was so weird that she never talk to us lah ... hmm your should know lah ... she my fren ... ans we aslo never talk to her lah ... so all kept very quite lah ... till someone told me something that she say that i give her black face ... since when ... i was pissed of at that moment lah ... and kept quite and i was like what the ??? i didnt give you black face lor ... then after that lesson the teacher ask me waht happen lah .. i say i dunno but heard from other about it lah ... so my teacher ask me dun care ... ya so i mever care lah ... sigh ... and then she did not come for ofo lesson dunno it is before of me lah ... but hear from my fren that she say she not coming becos of the boring lesson lah ... so i just believe it lah ... watever ... just wanna tell you if you really reach it .. i never even give you black face lah ... since when ... i was tired in the morning and early in the morning get scolding ... and maybe becos of that i didnt not talk to you in the morning lah ... then she was sitting behide of me during thinking skills lesson ... and never turn back and talk to her ... cos just think that it was not my fault and why should talk to you first ... hmm so never talk to her lah .. hehes ... then went home at 3+ with linda ... reach home at like 4+ have lunch and dinner and went to bath and come online and went to sleep since i cannot go for prayer and praise and got nothing to do ... and slept at like 9+ till the next morning ... nothing really have happen lah ...

　
hmm today the day was really stupid lah ... cos wasnt in school the pass few day lah ... so dun really know what happen lah ... today lesson suppose to start at 10.15 to 11.15 lor ... but was late for that lesson reach school at 11.15 and crn lesson ended and walk pass my class to go to another class lah ... then saw my crn teacher ... and she ask why am i never come for her lesson .. so i say i was late .. and she never scold so she know that i was tired cos of all the investiture lah and reach home late the day before lah ... and she ask me to sit in the class and do test then i was like shock that there test and i dunno and never learn so i ask can i toke the test like next week or what then she say never mind ... just try my best to do lah so i do lah ... finish the paper within 15min lah ... cos really dunno ... and really did my veri best to think and do already lah ... so finish the paper at 11.30 and wanted to go for pe lesson ... and then my crn teacher ask where am i going then i say going for pe lesson now ... she say no pe lesson today ... so can go home for those people who are not going for the fishfarm outing ... so went to look for the other ... but guess what most of them went back liao ... sad sad so went to clear my locker cos was sharing my locker with other and then mass up my locker lor ... stupid purposely want lah .. so went to tidy up .. and slack in school for a while take to some of my fren lah ... hehes then reach home ... was super tired lah ... so went to have dinner and bath and went to sleep lah ... so dun really have much thing happen in school today ...

　
hmm was busy this past few day so never come online and blog lor ... cant really remember what have happen on the 19 mon lah ... hehes anyway shall blog for yesterday and today lah ... hehes yesterday was ok lah just too tired after the investiture ... finally it over yeah !! hehes anyway it was lame too lah ask we all to report to bb ite so early for rehersals ... and then have break and the rehersals only one part is for us the rest is like none of our business lor ... and it was wasting our time and it was so cold in the audi ... hehes saw a lot of my secondary fren there ... and chat with them abit before i go into the audi ... and the school was like 90% of them are guys ... so call is a guys school lah ... so they want the gals to go toilet in 3 ... hahas then have bingo game while waiting for other school people and also waiting for other people like the vip ... the number on the bingo game is not nice want ... play three time and only one people got bingo then never continue cos there was not enough time to continue ... hehes so the whole inventiture start and we have to clap though out the whole event only for our part we no need to clap ... so after that we slack abit lah ... then have photo talking too ... and hehes guess what i short so every photo i have to be infront of it lah ... then have refreshment ... shall the food with min jie cos too lazy to get myself one plate too ... hehes and after that we was laugh all the way ... and all of us went to have dinner at the magic work restaurant to have dinner and then we took 106 to cityhall there to have dinner lah ... the bus pass by the bc and also the back of wheelock place lah ... and memorise come back and he come across my mind ... hehes then while we reach that place we want to ... wanted to tap my card and it have error cannot tap ... and the stupid driver so stupid close the door and the bus went off ... then i keep pressing the bell and finally the uncle open the door ... and most of my fren are laughing lor ... was kind of food lah ... so share food with my fren .... after that they are decideding to go walking walking ... and i was tired ... so dun feel like going with with them lor .. so went home with some of my fren lah ... reach home at 10 bath and went to sleep almost sleeping already then shao bin called and woke me up lor ... and nvm i went back to sleep again ... hehes then today was super lame ... cos 10.15-11.15 is crn lesson was late for crn lesson i reach then is end of crn lesson lor ... then walk pass the class saw teacher and she ask me to do the monk test lah ... i was like teacher i never learn cos i dunno today have test so my teacher say ... nvm just do your best ... so i did ... after the test ... it want like 11.30 took 15min to do the test only ... then before i go off ... the teacher ask me where am i going ... then i say pe lesson ... my teacher say no pe lesson lor ... so we can go home liao ... cos those people who are not going for the visit cano go home at 12 ... so did not really go home cos have to clear my locker ... just two day only and my fren mass up my whole locker lor ... after clearing up went to took bus with linda and saw sharon on the bus stop so we all took bus back lor ... hehes reach home .... and come online at like 6 plus and hope to see him online lah ... but guess waht he wasnt online lor ... sad sad ... and talk to my fren abit lah ... hehes went to have dinner after dinner went to play badminton with my fren for while online ... reach home bath and then come online again but never see him too ... sigh ... tomorow have to reach school early lah ... so sian ... miss ya ..

　
hehes ... yesterday was super tired lah .... cos having rehersals ... it dumb lor it super long ... go for the rehersals and did not really do much thing lah ... hmm have a veri tired day yesterday .... cos the rehersals end at like 6.40 reach home at 8.00pm so stupid lor ... then was tired lor ... and reach home have dinner and come online and see if i can chat with him or not lah ...then chat with some fren and also do other thing lah ... then 9 watch tv ... and then hehes got to wiht him for awhile only lah ... then went to bath and do some other thing .... and was tired after that went to sleep sp dun not have time to blog .. or ya ... the dover councillor are all nothing to say that kind of people ... and tomorrow have full dress rehersals lor ... and suppose to wear uniform i dun like to wear uniform lah ... it sux ... hehes have to go down to bukit batok ite for the rehersals ... and on wednesday is the investiture lor ... so have whole day approve leave lor ... oh ya then after that we all going to orchard to have dinner and then in thursady have no lesson lor ... cos we are all going for the industial visit to the qian hu fishfarm lor think it was be fun ... but dunno if my classmate going or not ... cos if not going can go home at 12pm lor ... so good ... and friday think it i cannot go for cells cos my mum shall will not allow cos i have been home late this few day and i only can go on sat and sun ... cos i have been out like so many days lor ... sad sad ... but hmm anyway i have nothing to blog liao lah ... miss ya too ...

　
hehes today wasnt late for church ... was early somemore lor ... then decided to alight at mac that bus stop to see if fawn is there ... hehes so walk to there a never see her ... a walk pass kongpeng saw stephen.gabriel.sam.cindy.daren having breakfeast there ... the first question that they ask was where your good fren ... and then ask today have what event ? why dress untill so nice ? hehes was just wearing skirt lor ... oh ya brough jacket for service but guess what today air con spoilt so no need jacket cos it not cold lor ... hehes so happy to see someone !!! he so cute today cos he gel up the hair ... then was so happy that i see him lor ... then keep saying that he cute lor ... hehes ... he so cute today lor ... but only can see him ... wish to see him everyday ... so happy to see him today ... service ended and went out of audi ... hehes charissa was so bad ... went aunty diana walk pass and she say so loud the future mother in law ... then was so scare that she will turn back a look at us ... but she did not ... hehes ... then went to mac to have lunch there ... after lunch charissa call and ask did i want to join them in ps to shop and watever ... since i have nothing to do and no need to go home so early so i go lor ... so more i susanna birthday .... happy birthday susanna !!! then reach ps and meet them at yoshinoya ... after that went to walk walk lah ... cant really remenber which shop we went first lah ... oh i think is toilet ... then after that was 77th street cos charissa wanted to buy wallet ... so went there to look at wallet lor ... hehes was so crazy abt him at ps too ... luckily they can stand all the obessesion that i have for him ... thank people for standing the obessesion that i have for him ... your cant really understand how i feel when i see him lor ... then went to shop in city view ... saw alot of cute stuff there like pooh and fren .... everything there was cute lah ... so charissa also wanted to buy something for susanna birhtday present for her ... then brought her a baby tigger in big size want ... not baby cos it is small in size lah ... after that went to took neoprint .... hehes the neoprint was nice lah ... hehes ... then also that went to meet the agapa sunday school people like charissa fan ?? dunno how to spell her name lah ... then went to watch them play game in the factory ... i think or dunno what it is call lah ... hehes then charissa and susanna wanted to take neoprint but card want so went to herren to take cos there got is cheap lah ... and more machine lah ... se went to take at hereen lor ... walk walk for a while before talking it ... hehes then heard a lot of people say that sly was there ... and he walk off and lot of people go after him lah ... hehes didnt want to take the card cos it only two lor ... so wait for them outside the shop ... ahile look at other thing lah ... then after that me and charissa was so tired lor ... so decided to go homelor ... hehes so went to take mrt home lor ... at usual the mrt are pack .... hehes cos it sunday lah ... and reach home have a little bit of dinner cos no more rice liao ... and i too lazy to cook mee ... so ate a bit and come online wish to see him online and talk to him lah ... hehes but he was not online ... after awhile he came online ... talk to him a bit lah not much ... just told him that he look better and cut today cos he put gel lor ... so cool and cute lor ... hehes so happy to see him today ... and after that call jo and talk to him for awhile then fawn call cos i ask her to call me so that i can talk to her ... have a long conversation with her ... know more thing when talking to her ... hehes after talk to her feel so bored again so come online to blog ... and after that talk to charissa a bit on msn ... hehes yawn zZzZzZ so sleepy now ... wanted to sleep liao ... think i shall stop here ... this is all the thing that happen today lah ... nothing mush to mention ... anyway miss him more this week cos only get to see him on sunday and something on msn ... and cannot message him ... miss ya =)

　
hehes today wake up kind of late too ... wake up come online and chat and do alot of thing lah ... and also then have breakfast and then continue to come online ... saw him online say hi to him but he was busy and never reply lah ... hehes then call fawn and ask where she is ... she still at home lor ... by the time i want to left the house it was rainy heavily lor ... then just dun care and left the house ... was late for church ... it is very late lor ... hehes then someone have to wait for the 142 lor ... then today cell was more people lah ... there 8 people lor ... then cell ended and go out to kong peng to have dinner .... had the same thing again ... and went liwei house to watch incredible and guess what the dvd player cannot watch and went over to steph house to borrow and steph dvd also cannot watch incredible too ... so decided to watch at same house ... took shao bin new car to sam house the house was so nice lor ... the living room so big and the fish tank so nice ... the tv was so nice too ... everything was nice lah ... hehes then watch for a while and dun have the mood cos dun feel like watching it lah ... so went to sit behide with fawn ... and talk to her a bit lah ... then fawn wanted to go back liao so did i ... ask shao bin to send me to mrt station seen he drove ... so nice of him to send me to mrt station .... ez link card no mmoey ... then borrow his sis ez link lah ... so reach home and and come online to blog and talk to him abit lah ... ans then also call him to tell him that i reach home liao ... cannot message him cos my sim card got problem lah ... hehes so reach home and was reminded of something lah ... call fawn and dunno what happen lah ... it just hang up... so went to took my dad phone to message fawn lor ... anyway miss him... can go to church to see him tomorrow had to see early tonight and wake up early so that i will not be late for service tomorrow ... hehes cant wait to see him lah ... anyway i so tired today ... hehes .. miss ya =)

　
hmm today was not late for school or anything ... hehes but the day today was not veri happy lah ...have pass my oral presrntation on the project finally lor ... then have a bit of ofo leeson cos teacher was late ... hehes teacher always late want lah like me lor ... then not much people turn up for the last lesson lah ... then lesson ened have to wait for 1.30 to go bb ite for rehersal lor ... and there band i miss out .. then went for the stupid long rehersal .. like never do anthing thing there lor ... cos first rehersal alot of thing was in the mass ... sigh 3hour rehersal lor ... hmm stupid lor monday have to skip lesson cos of the rehersal and there band after lesson so happy lor finally band started hehes cant wait to go for it lah ... hehes then on tuesday have full dress rehersal in bb ite also have to skip lesson on that day cos going to bb ite for rehersal and wed will have to skip the whole day lesson from 8-5 cos having councillor investiture lor at bb ite combined with dover ite ... sigh so sian lor ... then maybe going to dinner with the pass out exco councillor and the incoming exco and all the year l councillor lor ... sigh and then day was really pack this week and next week lah ... oh ya was sad that my sim card got problem lah ... sigh ... what wver lah ... reach home at like 6 plus ... ate pizza for dinner ... and then watch tv and bath and sleep come online for a while only .... was super tired cos alot of thing have to do in school lah ... anyway got nothing to blog liao lah ...

　
hehes today school was ok .. is just that thing wasnt went right people ... she was so bad shall not mention who lah think most people shall know who i mention lah ... hahas today was late for meeting my fren for project cos wanst feeling well in the morning so went to have more rest so that i can be better but still the same maybe cos i too much stress so that i was not feeling well lah so went so after the rest was late for the meeting but wasnt late for classes .... hmm skip crn lesson cos went to do project with my fren lah since they never have lesson .... and after that went for pe lesson ... first time see pe lesson have test want lor ... dunno lah so progress test lame lor have test for pe ... hehes but my fren give the ans cos they mark the paper and they know ... hehes then got 26/30 ... after the test can go for lunch so have kunch before going to do project cos all my fren wanna go for lunch ... so have a fast lunch but know what suppose to be fast lah ... but i eat too slow so that my fren have to wait for me to finish ... after that went to the libray to use the com there ... but was booked and went to check is there is ther any more place in self acess room but the libraians say that i booked by teacher ... so sad and spent time findind computer ... or went round asking my fren those who have laptop to lend me for project ... but think that all my fren with laptop there have to use it for project too... but smart we went to lend the laptop from the pe teacher ... he was so nice lor ... cos he was using it but he let us use lor ... so use it .... by the time find everything and everything is settle ... only left with like 15min lor ... i not a very long time lah ... but we try our veri best already ... and after that was presentation our group was second ans also the last cos only got two group ... and is our turn all my fren fail the oral presentation expect some one who pass lah ... those who fail cos was too short ... but know what cos not enough slide for everyone ... hmm then thing happen ... went for pie lesson and was playing game in pie lesson cos teacher say she have to play game that are related to the topic that she teach lor ... the game was lame ... it the what simplesimon say ... haiyo we are not primary school kids lah ... still play this kind of game ... hehes then after that went for ofc lesson it was a boring lesson lah cos nothing to do ... ask we all to do the wor that we done before lah ... so wanst doing any of the work lah ... was just talking or slacking there ... hmm then lesson ended went home with shumin ... not really lah ... and reach home have dinner and slacking till like 7 plus then went to have some nag ... but then was like suppose to have nag lah ... but sleep till 10pm than woke up and went to bath ... and come online to chat and blog ... thinkin of him and starting to miss him ... anyway nothing much really seem special have happn lah ... oh ya tomorrow having rehersal at bukit batok ite why cant we have rehersal in our own school or maybe the no audi ... but can use LT room for rehersal whatever lah ... and after that have band in my own school but dunno can make it in time to come back or not ... or just dun go for cca lah .. hehes shall end here cos was tired and have to wake up early for school cos tomorrow got assembly lah =) ...

　
today wasnt late for school ... today lesson was ok lah ... hahas have my crn lesson and get back my test mark was the higher is the class i think got 34/50 and ofc also got back the test mark ... hehes got 73/100 that not veri good lah ... but better than last week one ... hehes then have ofo and pie lesson and the lesson was bored lor cos not much people trun up for the teacher lesson ... think only got like 11 people lor ... sigh ... tomorrow have to present the powerpoint presentation and still havent finish doing everything ... stress cos scare that i will do wrong dunno wherther there will be enough time for me to do the powerpoint and to a sign them with what to present and do some practice with them ... sigh ... anyway was exploring how to change the blogskins ... hehes so happy that i know how to change liao ... but not everything lah ... know how to lnsert the tag box too ... hehes went back with teresa and wei kiat ... and went to causeway point value to buy sweet for the quiz tomorrow ... hehes nothing to do ... watching tv now .. anyway miss ya .. nothing to blog liao ...

　
hehes as usual i wasn't late for school hahas a have made up my mind in decideding of what have happen ... hehes today lesson was bored ... hehes today have ofc test again manage to finish it in time but think got some typing mistake lah ... hahas my day was ok lah ... just that i was a bit angry with something just dun wanna mention ... just wanna say that dun like people to stick to me ... hope you understand what i mean lah ... i simple just dun keep fellowing me wherever i go lah ... hmm was thinking of him today cos saw one of the guy that look a bit like him when i was in canteen ... hmm after school waited for sharon to go back with me ... so went to basketball court to watch my fren play for a while only ... then when to canteen to chat with some of my school fren lah ... hehes then took a bus home with sharon ... was sleeping on the bus cos the bus took veri long to reach woodlands so i fall a sleep lor ... hehes then reach home at like 7 ... then i went home for dinner and after dinner was watching tv and chatting online with fren .... hehes watching tv and blooging at the same time ... hehes scare that we cannot finish the project in time and hope that thing will not happen during the presentation and all my fren will pass the oral presentation and the book that part lah in short ... pass everything lah ... hehes time is running short and why God havent answer my prayer yet ... nothing really much have happen lah ... think i shall stop blooging liao cos nothing to blog ... hehes anyway miss him ...

　
hehe ... he reply my message yesterday ..... hmm today was not late for school but was early lor ... hehes today was ok just that morning wasnt feel veri well so kept veri quite in class lor ... then all my fren find it veri weird for keeping so quite in class ... hehes but after recess was kind of better ... hehes today was suppose to present our group project but then hahas wasnt really in enough time so today say tomorrow and thr and fri for those absent people ... then most of the group want thu and no group want to do it on tuesday ... so have to draw lot ... hehes than our group is doing on thursday hahas ... so happy !! then attend crn lesson for a while only cos got this stupid councillor investiture dunno how to spell lah ... hehes so went for it ... and was kind of pissed of with the presentident and the head of whatever ... think your veri big har .. so diecided to quit with my two fren and then to have and talk with the head ... and they ask we all to go back and think it over again ... hehes so dunno what will the answer be ... feel like and dun feel like ... watever lah amy ... can you just make up ur mind ... hehes then was practicise for the investiture again and again ... like i dunno like that keep picking on me ... and not the other ... nvm lah ... hehes oh ya during ofc was thinking of him lor ... then draw he name in my textbook ... hehes dunno lah ... anyway my eye was pain lah .. hehes watching tv and blog at the same time ... hahas oh no something happen lah ... dun ask what okok ... hehes tomorrow lesson think will be veri bored lah ... have assembly tomorrow lah ... hmm miss him now dunno what else really have happen lah ... cant remenber all the thing already lah ... hehes anyway nothing to blog liao lah ...

　
hehes today was kind of find lah ... wasnt late for church service today was super early lor ... reach potong pasir mac at 9am .. hehes service today was nice cos all the song was nice lah ... hehes then was sitting beside charissa and fawn .. cannot really see him when sitting down only see him when sitting up ... hehes was think that what on earth he is think that he is prince har ... when worship that time dun wan to stand up ... what the problem with him lah ... was kind of pissed of at that time ... or something he stand up and dun want to sing .... but when hehes was so HAPPY that when i saw him sing some of the song .. then was keep smiling cos i was so HAPPY that he sing .... hehes =) and fawn thought that i was smiling because i he smile at me ... anyway hehes the scrpiture s reading gal hahas know her know liao ... she was sitting two round away from us ... hehes ... and today the audi was cold ... service have ended hehes saw him outside the audi talking to he fren ... and after a while he when back with the dad ... was looking from where i am ... decided to go kong peng to have lunch ... fawn and mark never eat anyhting lah ... so skinny liao still never eat ... after eating suppose to go home but call home and found out that i can no need to go home so early ... so send charissa to bc and slack there with her till the time is out and call fawn and meet her and her fren rong and shu wei ... hehes then was walking alone at orchard for a while before going down to meet fawn and her fren ... and was late when meeting fawn cos thing have happen on the mrt at orchard so was late lah ... hehes then we decided to go bugis village to buy bag cos there is cheap !!... but they dunno how to go so i know i bring them to there ... walk around bugis village ... it was so HOT lor ... so went to buy drink ... hehes buy watermelon juice !!!e and fawn and shuwei buy soup sop ... rong bought ice lemon tea ... then continue to walk to OG there and just stand outside there to drink water and have aircon ... and walk back to parco bugis junction cos rong wanted to pass shao bin the baller id money ... and she wrap the money untill like give love letter lor ... hehes ... then she dun dare to give it to shao bin cos scare that he will not accept it ... she ask me to pass to the guy that was standing beside him just now ... so i went to pass it to him and ask him to pass it to shao bin ... hehes think that the guy though it was a love letter then went to say something like that ... your love letter from those gal outside ... maybe nd only guessing that why he scream untill so loud lor ... then continue to look around the shop and also talk to him ... hehes and i ask who was the manger then he say point and say that guy ... oop it was the guy that i ask him to help me to pass it to shao bin lor ... after that we decided to go orchard and dunno where to talk bus from ... so ask our taxi driver aka stress dirctiores and bus driver hahas new name for you map ... hehes so he told as to talk bus from where but cannot find the bus no at the bus stop so decided to talk mrt ... so went orchard ... went to taka cos fawn wanted to buy bag form there ... so went there and after that shu wei wanted to buy sling bag so went to ceni on the way there saw somthing cute ... hehes and start lauging ... after that also went to bit and pieces to see ring ... hehes size 7 fawn ring size ... then when back home with fawn ... on the bus miss him then decided to message him ... so i messge him lah ... asking .. hi was wondering what are you doing now ? ... then he reply was .. ? so went to check that i send type wrong and went to type what are you now ... hehes was laugh ... sigh until now still havent get the reply ... hehes was so tired and my leg was pain cos walk and stand too long ... hmm nothing much to say lah ... hehes think shall stop here lah ... going to do think of him now ... hehes no lah just kindding going to do my thing now and stop blogging already scare that i blog than cannot blog ... then it will be a waste of time lor ... anyway miss him now ... oh ya found out he brother chinese name ... hehes the brother chinese was nice ... wei yang and he wei an ... hehes miss him now ...

　
hehes went for service ... and service was ok lah just that we have our guess that is eleanor and elaine ... hehes service was ok lah .... went junction 8 after service to have dinner at yoshinoya ... and guess who i saw there bobby and he fren there after service too ... hehes .... and after that went to sit down at delifrance to have drink and chat ... hehes then saw my fren again zhen yuan there to see dunno which star lah ... and went home ... hahas and nothing really much happen lah ...

　
was veri pissed of with this blogging again and again this my fifth time of reblogging cos i always cannot republish want ... hehes was happy that i wasnt late for school yesterday .. not only yesterday i was not late for school for this week lor ... hehes see my improvement ... hahas school ok not was good lah ... during my first period of lesson teacher show as everyone this month attend then i only achieve 2 subject with 100% of attend the rest was only 90 plus cos i was late for lesson so they mark for more the 10 min then will be mark as absent ... hehes have to hand in our efc and ofo project today ... but the project was all in a mass ... and it was hopeless cannot be help cos we dun have enough time liao ... and most of my group member was not doing .... and it so stress to do most of the thing myself ... as them wherther can or not they will just say can even cannot ... sigh .. why my group like that one ... still got powerpoint presentation but yesterday havent finish doing and which i have to assign them with when most of them when home ... help !! and monday have to present it and i not probably done and not every thing is done yet ... how !! STRESS !!! then i give up to the project and when to hand in whatever we have done ... and i tell teacher what have happen lah ... but the teacher was saying ok it not bad ... then i tell teacher all the part that have wrong .... and she was so good she say that give us till monday to hand in so that we can improve on it more ... hehes and no deduction of mark so good lor ... and the decduction will be 5 mark lor is so call alot when you done a bad project ... sigh ... and when back to continue with the powerpoint .... then melene call and ask where am i ... i say i still doing project ... she say finish already come and find her ... which i know where she is ... hehes ... then when to finsh her and she ask me to play volley ball with her ... oh no she a pro lor ... and later a while siew eng and teresa join in ... they are better than me lah ... wanted to spirke the volleyball over the net ... i dislocate my arm abit ... it still painful now ... so stop the game and wanted to went home with melene then she saw her fren apple from volley ball and they continue to play while i go home with the other fren at 3 plus ... reach home at 4plus and was super tired so when to sleep till 7 plus and have dinner and come online which to chat with him lah ... but he was not online ... then chat with jo and charissa awhile ... hehes he was online =) so call chat with him awhile as usual ask the same question ... and he when offline ... and was so bored cos no people to chat with so i went to explore on how to link people on the blog and to republish my blog ... hehes =) guess what i know how to link people liao and now i can view my blog after i blog ... hehes miss him when i was so stress when doing my project which that he was there at that time ... hehes anyway nothing much have happen ... hope that i can sleep till veri late and people or anything will wake me up lor ...

　
hehes the stupid blog lah ... cannot let me view my blog ... hehes think i shall change my blogskin or so call republish the whole blog but fawn was not free to help me to to change my blog skin or help me to repulish the blog ... school was super slack lor cos teacher suppose to come back from cos but then she was not back then we have no lesson from the morning 10.15- 4.15 lor ... then when crn lesson we was talking in the canteen till more people come and then went libray to play uno with all my fren ... when for pe lesson after teacher mark the attend and he say can go for early break .... and then most of my classmate when jp ... so went with them to have lunch there .... and after having lunch we went to walk around jp ... and saw jasmeet and the other group of friend there .... and come back for the 4.15 lesson ... reach school at like 3.30 and went to canteen to play uno again .... sicka nd tired of uno liao ... and the ofc lesson was lame lah ... ask we are to do work and only give us so short of time ... after that lesson end at 5pm suppose to be 5.15 lah ..but alot of people ask can we go home after we done our work then we as dismissed early .... so after school went for sajc live concert it was nice like last year but too bad that he cannot enjoy with us the good time but never mind it better that he never join us for the live concert ... hmm did enjoy myself in the live concert lah .... after the live concert fawn and the fren dicided to went for dinner at harbourfront ... so took a bus with then to harbourfront an took a mrt home and the rest go for dinner ... reach home at about 9.30... watch tv and come online to blog and have dinner and bath .... after that chat with shao bin on the phone .... hmm why God still havent help me in the thing that i pray for ... time is running short liao ... hehes nothing much have happen today lah ... miss ya ...

　
hahas school was ok today lah ...was not late for scool lah ... hehes know what got back my ofc result i pass but not veri good lah ... only got 60 mark over 100 when i think i can get more than that lah ... anyway not much people stay for ofc and pie lesson is not more than 10 lor ... what kind of class is this har ... whateverlah ... so having pie lesson when teacher ask we all to do work ... then he come to my mind .... hehes =) wanna know why ask me lah ... hehes then finish already teacher let us off early ... so that i got time to go to parco bugis junction ... he messge me and say he help me get dicount when i go and buy somthing at the dad shop so went down and have buy the pure nike baller id form the dad shop hehes =) i have it liao ... thank to shao bin anyway cos i not suppose to reserved and he take the risk to help me ... he not bias lah ... and beacuse of me he have to skip dinner ... still thinking of what to please him with ... hahas so went home after that ... have dinner and watch tv lah ... and also talk to fawn on the phone ask her to lend me some storybook to read ... hahas so she lend me sing to the dawn story hehes ... and after that was talking to him on the phone and tell him that i the person that he suppose to verify ... hehes he was so angry with me at that montion ... hehes sorry lah ... nothing much happen today just all this oh ya ... message him alot today.... hehes so happy ... miss ya anyway

　
hmm yesterday i wasnt late for school ... cos i took mrt to school ... hmm hahas yesterday was ok lah ... hmm yesterday lesson was ok lah ... but for some lesson like ofc having test but than really was angry cos the teacher anyhow minus my ofc test mark cos i handed it late .. cos not really my fault cos the printer got promblem what ... so not really my fault lor ... anyway was having crn test too .... sigh dun really know how to do .. only stay for a while or efc lesson cos the teacher ask we all to stay but there no teacher so we finish at our work than we all go home lor ... so sick why must teacher eveytime go on course ... so why must we still have lesson wasting our time lor ... then after school i stay back and wait for sharon to go home with me ... and then reach home quite late cos there a bit jam in the expressway ... than reach home have dinner and then bath wanted to sleep then my mum ask me to go out with her to buy thing so no chance so i go out with her to causeway point with my sis ... hehes then reach home late and never watch my tv ... and then reach home talk to kor on the phone ... he so bias lor cos he help fawn and rong to buy something and never help me want ... bias pig .. oops sorry not bias lah ... then was also online talking to some of my fren ... why i end school late today or else i should have go out with fren lor .. so good my other fren only come for like three hours lesson lor ... hmm cannot remember what other thing have happen .. any message him yesterday night at 11.30 but think that he fall asleep already so never reply me ... nvm miss ya ..

　
hmm today was not late for school ... today was so lame lor have 3 hours break before the other lesson lor ... hehes have ofo lesson though that today will have ofo test ... but who know the teacher dun wanna have test today and have it tomorrow and then got so many test tomorrow lor ... sigh ... today the lesson after the break was super bored lor cos is only 11 people for the crn lesson and 8 for ofo lesson it was so bored lor that i think about him ... hmm when to library for after lunch and sit there talking to my fren ... oh no one of my friend say that i look like carfield lor lame ... then alot of my fren call me carfield ... sick lor ... after that going home with sharon ... hmm reach home have lunch and went online talking to fawn and my fren seen that he busy so never say hi to him lor ... but i have the chance now but he didnt say hi to me so sad lor ... you are the only one that i love most and i really love you ... find this sentence veri nice and this was he msn nick too .... thinking of him ... hope that thing will gone will ... time is going shorter each day ... missing....

ture love is when two people can't live without each other . if one love the other but the other doesn't, than its really pain ... hmm hope he can know that this is what i feel too its really hurt and its pain too ...

later going to bath and watch tv after that going to sleep and hope that will not be late for tomorrow assembly and ok ya must study for one of the test too ... hehes so happy that i end school early cos dun have last two lesson cos my teacher is on course so stupid lor .... teacher keep having coursers and we keep missing lesson lor and go school waste time when there is no teacher ... hmm dun really have thing to blog liao ... anyway miss ya again ...

　
didnt have time to blog yesterday cos reach home late and was tired so went to sleep .... also cant really remenber what really have happen ...hehes ... today me day was ok lah .... was late for church again ... hmm wow today service was in the st andrew auditorium is was cold but i cant really feel the cold .... cannot really see him from where i am sitting ... but nvm lah ... but get to see him when he go for holy communion .... and see him when he when to took the mom bag or watever from the chair ... hahas then after service when to kongpeng for lunch ... and then when to mac cos shao bin say that charissa got something to tell me ... but dun think she tell me somthing ... hahas then dunno where to go after lunch ... then decided to send charissa to bc than go home form there cos also nothing to do when i reach home so early ... but now got thing to do liao will not be bored cos my com can use liao ... hehes =) then was rainy when i was on my way home ... once i reach home i went online guess who i saw online ... him so long never talk to him online liao ... say hello to him and ask how was he day ... then he reply and went offline so fast cannot really talk to him much ... think that he cool ... and was trying to change my friendster photo to other but most of the photo was too big ... and call zi xian and ask how to how to make it smaller so that i can load it into the friendster and he teach me ... now i can load in liao ... oh ya people i grow taller liao ok ... anyway j wont call me want lah ... oh 2month and 1 day already ... hehes guess what it is lah .... oh pass by wheelock miss the time we spend there ... sad cannot sit at the big table there lah .... oh hahas when i was on my way home waiting for 961 at outside fawn house the bus was super long lor waited for 30min lor ... and there a mom calling the son joel then i was thinking hahas small joel ... then was thinking of him ... anyway think i have nothing to blog already ... hmm hope that i will not be late for school tomorrow lor ... missing ..

　
hehes yesterday was ok ... was happy that my com is ok all thank to my fren ... hehes was late for school again ... the lesson for yesterday was bored cos one of the teacher was on leave .... and the other two lesson was ok ... hehes my class won the third for the classroom decoratetion the prize was lame lor .... hahas then after school stay back with and play badminton and volley ball with my fren .... now my whole body is aching cos nv play sport for long liao ... and then went to meet zi xian and baol ing at causeway point ... and then bring zi xian to my house to repair the com ... hehes also talk to shao bin for a while too on the phone before he went to AQ lor ... was super tired went to sleep after my fren went off ...nothing much to say about yesterday liao .... so happy that i can go online liao .. and can blog already .... anyone duno should i give up my place to my fren ? .... miss ....