hehes oh wow .. i never blog for so long liao lor .. hehes so shall blog more ..week have been tough lah .. hehes having exam ... oh ya this my first time taking different kind of subject that was same as secondary ... and then veri was different too !! sigh why must we have test or exam lah .. hehes went for prayer meeting yesterday ... thing have really happen to me and mark me feel unhappy lah .. thank for those people who understand me lah ... hehes really thank ... oh ya thank for those people that pray for me too ... hehes :) oh ya hmm really cant think of what else i have to say lah ... just that i wanna tell your that God is really faithful and he really wonderful too ... hehes he sent me three people that will provided me with the camp money ... and people your should know that i have something that i dun wish to say to most of the people cos i feel bad lah .. but think God really know it .. thank God ... hmm i mean really thank him lah cos he really did something good to me .. that i cant even think that this might happen to me ... even if i pray ... and he is really glad lah .. feel so happy that i have so many nice people beside me ... thank all of your .. hehes :) *crying* and today service made me think that he really wonderful ... even if i have not really spent time much with him ... and he still have me cos i still the child of God lah .. feel veri bad that why alot of thing have happen to me lah .. and why must all the good thing come at the same time ... hehes cos it made me wanna cry lah .. *dun change other people before you change yourself first* sigh ya today prayer was pair up with sueen lah ... pair up with her was fun and good lar .. hehes must write her a card too !! oh ya then daren it was not your fault that you made me cry lah ... hehes just that you mention it lah ... so it made me feel stress lah ... hehes sorry ... really wanna thank your people that have been praying for me ... it was really touch that God have answer my prayer lah .. hehes ... hmm shall share with your people the good new next week ... wanted to share with people on sunday but then was really scare ... but wish to encourage ppl to look to God when you need help .. and then so that not even the youth can know and also the adult can know it too !! hehes next shall pray for other thing ... pls ask me if i have any prayer request lah ... hehes :) oh ya tomorrow sunday ... so happy i can see him again ... oh no is amy crazy day again .. hehes he so cute lor ... anyway miss him today ... he came to my mind today during service lar .. oh ya i miss him ... wish to see him tomorrow lah .. hehes oh ya was writing poem the past few day lah .. but then forget where did i put it lor .. so cannot blog and let your people see ... sigh ... *wishtoseehimeveryday* hehes God was really GREAT to me lah ... hehes :) he so good lor ... anyway nothing really much to blog lah .. hehes miss ya ... was really happy today lah :) ... hope that i he going for the youtj camp lah hehes so that i can see him lah .. hehes .. but then hope that i will have he o level entry proof lah so that i can pray for him and also that i can keep one for myself ... hehes :) .. hope that i can blog tomorrow lah ..