hmm today was late for service cos slept veri late then wake up veri early.. hehes :) he wasnt here for service today.. sad sad.. hmm didnt go anywhere after service tiday cos was rainning anf we cant play basketball so we did not go lor.. went to mac to have lunch there.. after that we decided to go home lor... so took pastor ben car home.. hmm reach home first thing was online.. expecting to see him online.. hehes i di see him online and talk to him for veri long too.. hmm found out that he have crush on one of he classmate lor.. and hmm thanks him for letting me know so much really it a veri nice talking to him online and found out alot of that i dun know too! hehes after also tell to some of my ite classmate online.. this is the only time i can see them cos the rest of the time they in school or i at work.. really veri nice to come home early today lor.. hmm i wanna change job.. cos not happy with the job now.. dun ask why.. the people there are just so bias toward me and my other fren.. why cant they just be fair? hmm then after talking to my fren i was veri tired so when to have some nap slept till 8.30 then my sis wake me up and ask me to accompany her to causeway point to get something.. since i nee to go there to top up my ezl ink so i go with her lor.. after went back home for dinner.. and here i come.. hehes online! yeah! so long nv blog liao.. veri tired this few day cos of work.. sigh can singapore great sales faster end! hmm he going to pass the vcd to me next week.. and he on duty next week too! hehes:) talk to him abtalot of lame stuff lah.. like why you steal my sheep.. hehes :) is lame cos i bored and nothing to do.. hmm tomorrow have to work again.. should i reach early.. if i can lah.. hmm just 3 more day to june! hmm today also talk to fawn.. hehes:) hmm talking to cai now.. hahas:) hmm hahas i miss him.. hahas veri sad to found that he like other gal.. anyway gtg..

　
hmm today was okay lah.. business wasnt veri good.. have dinner break together with yiwen and mei mei.. dun like to have dinner with mei mei lah.. she got so many thing to say lor.. was very happy to have lunch with her lah have dinner at lucky plaza lor.. after that went to paragon to buy present since we alot of people so bought my fren one nike jacket.. so nice lah.. i like it! hmm and i buy a white and green nike shirt that i like hehes! call him to get the discount.. and the staff at paragon was____ lah.. and the shirt is nice to wear lor.. hehes and after that today what mei mei say to me was hurting and it made me feel like changing job lor.. hmm confuse should i change? look for one now.. or should i go and work for shawn.. but sat and sun will be gone lah.. but it easy job lei.. thanks jian for you message.. even you did not cheer me up :( but still think that you message me at the rite time lor.. hmm why is they so unfair de.. working for shawn the loction is so far lah.. but he super nice lor.. everytime help us de.. hmm hahas thanks joel too! for the nice song that you send me yesterday night.. i like it lah.. so cute the song! only like the kids singing that part! hmm can year 2006 faster end! cos just dun like this year lah.. talk to fawn yesterday.. send him son photo and she send me nice song and i send her the song that he send me lor.. did you think i should work ot tomorrow but i really very tired liao lei.. oh ya christina just now call and ask me go relief her to work cos she got important thing to do.. and some more cannot find people liao.. so have to go and work on sat.. hehes:) sunday he going to burn the show for me! hmm going out with ee ching on friday to have lunch.. i want the lyric for the song he send me.. hmm anyway i going to sleep soon today cos have been sleeping like 3am the past few day.. and i wanna sleep early today wor! gtg nite:) to: jian if you ever read this! hmm i will try to be more happy hopefully after tomorrow lor.. and thanks alot for the message too! i miss you lots! and will not think so much lei.. and 2004june 24 hahas will rmb this day de..

　
hehes went for service today... was super tired lah hmm hehes he serve in sound crew today.. can see him nicely from where i sitting.. and service was okay lor.. didnt pay attention cos was feeling very tired and almost fall alsleep lah. hahas i finally give him the small little encouragement card that took me so long to give.. but i did not give it my self ask chari to pass it to him de.. and after service that sky are dark and it seem like it will rain anytime... so was asking shao bin waht the plan b that we will be doing if we reach there it rain.. and he dun want to tell me waht the plan for plan b. we faster leave the church befrore the it rain lor.. hmm there uninvited people at the outing.. hmm anyway reach sentosa and we wanted to try the sentosa luge.. and me chari.shaobin.gab went for the ride.. i was veri scared but still manager to overcome it.. hehes i overcome it liao! clap clap for amy! after was the go cart luge ride.. they will test us before we start the ride.. we got a very good chop on our hand.. cos we know how to do it! and chari wanted excellent but they dun have so there this other guy give him one more chop on her hand so altogether cchari have two very good chop.. the go cart luge ride was fun... hmm i turn the wrong way and i end up in the side of the mud.. and so that i was slower then them lah.. hehes :) after that we went to the beach found one nice spot that i like it nice there but just dun like those people beside us lah.. it so windy so nice lah.. i love the wheather there it so windy.. so we starting playing our ball game! hmm didnt feel like playing cos the wind was so nice.. wanted to sit ther longer to enough the nice wind there.. but in the end still want to play captain ball lah.. hmm was okay at first but was kind of irritated by basil and dun have the mood to continue to play... so went back to sit at the mat.. and shao bin come back with some alive fren and scared me with it lah.. after all the ball game we when to play fribee! not that fun lah.. and we also play water fribee too.. but is only the five of us playing water fribee.. me.chari.gab.josh.su playing water fribee only and shao bin and basil sit there doing there own things.. after that they went to play bridge... and was just looking and dunno how to play on know that su keep having lousy card... and after that went to eat at sakae sushi.. after heading to elkan birthday.. it like wow so amny people lor.. and alot of kids there too.. iwant a ballon and i dun want to get it cos so pei sei lah so ask john boy to help me get one.. and play with isaac and john awhile after that i feel more tired.. so decided not to palywith them liao.. hmm saw two of my sec sch teacher at elkan birthday... hehes i go my flower ballon.. hehes:) he message me today.. so ahppy! hmm then went home was super tired lah.. went to sleep till 11 then my dad wake me up lor.. have dinner cos was still hungry.. and come online... i cant find the show that he ask me to watch.. only manger to watch some part of it that is like only 5 min lah.. so sad:( hmm anyway gtg... read shao bin blog for more detail..

　
hehes:) went for service today.. was late i having ushering today.. hmm it okay lor.. ohya jo finally coming back for youth liao... hmm this time he didnt break any promise. hehes :) tomorrow he on sound crew lei.. so happy.. hehes :) hmm tomorrow we will be going to sentosa! hmm today have dinner at the chicken rice store with all the younger ppl lor.. the youth com ppl when for meeting at sam house today.. then so we the younge r want have to settle the dinner ourself lor.. took very long to decdied where we wanted to go for dinner lah... have dinner with jo and fabian this two have been mia for so long.. finally have the chance to have dinner with them liao.. didnt go far due to some problem... hmm then after that went to the cafe thingy and have drink there.. hehes we did draw at the table again.. hmm then went home after that took alot of nice photo cannot load in cos i lost my memory card reader.. sad :( hmm then thanks chari too! i like the gift.. sigh and i super tired lah.. hmm hahas talk to him online today! so happy lah... i wanna gift him the card but just dun have the courage to give him lor.. sigh.. i wanna change my blogskins again.. and hmm dunno what are we going to do tomorrow at sentosa sia.. tan? i dun like dark and i hate HOT sun lah... anyway i should end here and prepare to go sleep so that i can wake up in time tomorrow..

　
hmm i really wanna veri tired this few day cos i have been working since monday and on can rest on sat ans sunday. hmm this few day a lot of place got sales and need to work till like 11pm.. today waork at bugis.. there end at 10 de.. sigh tml isetan having private sales was posted to there to work.. hmm then tml have to work more then 10 hours lah.. tired then the next day also some sales at raffle city and was posted there too! have to work till 10.30pm on friday.. then it will finally be rest day! hmm hope june 15 faster come hehes :) 28 more days to go.. is just like less than half a month lah.. so happy cos fawn will be coming back that time.. hmm dun know lah still veri confuse on that question that came to my mind recently lei.. hmm still having decided on the answers to the question that come recently to my mind.. sigh.. '"dun waste your time on a man/ woman who isn't willing to waste their time on you" think this is veri meaning lor. oh ya whatever happens, happens for a reason. i miss school really wanna go back to study lei.. hehes :) oh ya i wanna save my money and dun spend so much on hp bill liao... sigh.. i gonna sleep early tonight or else i will not have enough sleep tomorrow.. anyway i everytime also not enought sleep de lor.. yeah sunday going to sentosa! so long nv go liao.. hehes:) but it not a good time to this sunday.. sigh i miss him lah.. stupid com so laggy today lah.. hehes wrote my fren testi cos she wanted it for veri long already.. sigh hmm hope that i can go out with him soon.. not the him that your know lah.. hmm i dunno but he always no time to go out with me de lor.. sigh anyway i tired now liao.. wanna go zZzZzZZz already.. gd nite! green i miss green.. green green.. i love green! hmm dunno why i really miss green this time.. and abt 7 more month to 2007! yeah :) i lovin it..

　
hmm today was late for service.. cos i wake up late... hmm today didnt see him during service.. and sigh today was parents day and mother day too! and cheeky bird is one year already.. hehes paragon the cheeky bird place.. sigh hmm oh ya we did something good today! we bring this little boy to the customer service cos he lost the parents ... went to having lunch at ps today.. kfc.. after that we carrefour to go buying fbt short cos chari want to buy it for next week outting to SENOTOSA! hehes:) went to look for sunflower too! but cannot find any.. so chari buy blue rose instead of sunflower! hahas hmm cant really rmb what else we did hmm ust refer to other ppl blog to find out more.. ohya i dun want to do sound crew! nonono.. and i dun want to ask him to go sentosa too! so weird lah.. dun think he will go with us de lor.. anyway got he photo in my phone liao.. so cute liao.. hehes gtg bye!

　
hahas i was veri tired now.. think will just do a quick blogging and go and slp.. hmm today was okay lor.. qurrel with her she is super unreasonable lor! should i? hmm hahas anyway i got he photo not him.. the stupid tagbox i alway cannot view de.. everytime got error like cannot connect to server lah... wat the.. i wanna view my tagboard sick and tired of it alway cannot view de.. anyway got to go! zZZZZzzzzZZz

　
hehes:) wake up today and did not do much thing today! hmm was late for service.. ask him to is he coming for service or not then he say nope he not coming.. so sad nvm ask him again next week.. hmm today was later for service i really veri late lah.. there no cell today dunno why too.. talk abt the davinci code thingy dun really understand cos the word are too hard for my standard.. when to bishan junction 8 to have dinner.. pastamania! hahas teh after that walk around j8 lor.. untill 9 plus we decided to lef the place and chari decided to cab home.. so we all share the cab home lor.. hmm tomorrow we all not going out anymore sad.. cos chari have to go home and shaobin meeting fren and sus have to go home and study.. anyway nvm i meeting my fren.. hmm i went to find peiyun today at j8 seiyu lor. she working there.. and i really broke lah.. sigh so envy that she can take photo with him.. i wanna take with him too! but it will not be that nice lor.. think he will not smile so haapy lah.. dunno lah.. think maybe she will like him.. or he will like her lor.. she darm thick skin lah keep saying that she cute! okay is you are cute or pretty! no need to say it out de lor.. scared know ppl know har.. dun need to promote youself if really you are that good or what lah.. i wanna cut crop the photo! but dun be so mean lah.. hahas anyway hope i will have the chance to take with him.. and he will smile just like that one he took with her.. or maybe even better! should i give up on him? and why it is twi ti the ratio of one? hmm sigh.. and then he doing duty tomorrow so happy lah ! hmm i want a good sit tomorrow lei.. and did you know that even i dun really know you and all this happen i will hate you lor.. so please dun act cute.. actually you are not that cute lah.. and stop promote youself either.. if you are that cute or what no need to promote yourself de other will do it lor.. and need to to ask ppl to say that you are cute too! if you are the ppl waill just say it de lor.. i pissed off.. no mood.. sigh anyway will continue to blog tomorrow! hmm missya.. hope you dun start to change back to the old you! i like the recent de you.. and you are better then last time now.. really! keep up! jiayou:P night:)..

　
today as usual when to work.. and nothing really interesting have happen at work still the same as bored as normal but think today time pass veri fast.. reach home have have supper cos was hungry due to i eat too early.. and then reach home use com untill now.. when online and not much ppl to talk to... and when to read ppl blog.. and when to friendster to write testi for fren cos i told to write for them .. hmm arh.. i soooo jealous i wanna take photo with him too!.. i saw the photo of him soo cute lah!.. ( maybe your would agress with it but it really very cute lor).. i want to.. hope to be in the same class as him sia... argh.. i just got no mood to blog lah... the class really got alot of chio bu and cute gal sia... and are still sad abt the appel thing hope that i would know the appeal till i die.. why? where is the appeal and result all this i really try my best and improve and why they still cant give chance.. why are they so cruel.. hmm i wanna past time fast.. i really veri veri sad and just feel like crying out but i just cant.. hmm the feeling is hurting lah.. Why cant i just get over it easily? talk to fawn on msn.. sigh.. why?? hmm i really broke can your ppl please return my money.. sigh i du nahve the mood to blog already.. i sooo jealous lah.. and hoping that sunday will come fast.. hmm cos i wanna be inspector for sound crew and doing nothing.. just sit there and inspector though out the service hahas:) i crazy!
*wishlist*
*wish to be he classmate for one yr*
*wish that i can go back to school*
*wish to take photo with him but i shy*
* wish to talk to him*
*wish that i will be more happy*
*wish that i would be sad*
*wish that everyhting can come true*
*wish to give him sweet*
*wish that he come for youth service*
*wish that he can go out with us on sunday after service*
*wish that jo come back for service too*
*wish that fawn was with me alone for one day*
*wish that he can listen to my problem*
*with to see him (my fren)*
*wish to be like her*
and more wish lah..

　
hmm today was okay lah.. it just that i overcharge a customer by ten dollar lor.. hmm today was okay lah. day was bored. hmm i miss him not the him that i will go crazy abt i wanna go there to see him tomorrow.. so jealous that you can go there.. hmm will he like you? maybe will not.. hope not.. can i change place with you... but think he change already... he because more diffent just dunno what the different but know that he different from last time lah.. hmm and will promise your ppl that will meet your for lunch soon.. hmm i miss your people too especiall laychi and paoli. your rockz! today was tired lah. didnt do much thing today.. it was so bored to work when no people. and hmm hahas i feeling tired already lah.. hmm think nothing to blog liao.. will continue to blog tml then..

　
hmm today the school was stupid call and ask me stupid question like why i never apply for bursery? how did i know.. and wake me up early in the morning lei... but nevermind i wake up and come online.. hehes talk to him today.. so nice talking to him lor.. so long nv talk to him already.. hmm then i found out that he class got more gal then guy and think alot of chio bu too..
hmm sigh think he will sure like one of them de.. and hahas jiayi so good can be in the same calss as joshua and siew eng so lucky of her sia that she got my two good fren in her class.. hmm i miss him.. think he chance to not so anti already.. hmm i think i need to go and get prepare to go work already.. really still veri moody for what the appeal result was.. hmm anyway will continue to blog tonight and really hope to see him again online tonight.. anyway green rocks and haha BM0605.. miss ya..

　
sigh.. today went to school to see teacher and section head about my appeal. and the first time i went school saw alot of my beloved fren.. and they all was like amy! so long nv see you and ask why am i in home clother.. so i told then and ask then to wait while i go and see section head and teacher.. hmm then went see section head. and i was scared lah.. went i two by two with my fren. and then we are the first to go in.. the first time the section head ask what your gpa? the i say mine after that my fren say her. then the next time thing the section head sad no nope and so i did not say anymore thing already. so the section head keep nagging as us.. and i got nothing to say. and the section head ask us trying on the part time higher nitec. which is night class de. and alot of working adults and older people lor. and so i went out from the office and went to see my teacher and ask her for help and she ask my gpa too.. and she say too low she cant help and somemore the waiting list is still veri long. and then went to ask my teacher that what abt apply for nitec. then she say that the classes have been cut to one class this time round and the waiting list is still veri long too! and chance will be givn to those who havent try nitec before. and after that i went to find my pe teacher maybe she the clsoer teacher to me lor.. and the most easily to talk to the lor. hmm then her advise to me is to retake n level math and sci so that i have more course to choose form next year.. and more chance too.. and she say cannot take part time higher nitec too cos you have to achive 2.6 for gpa lor.. which mean i cannot too! and so sad:( and sorry if your ppl see me in school today and dun have the chance to talk to me. cos i busy today in school lei. and i really thanks God for sure a nice fren thanks for all my christian fren in sch.. really encourage by what you have say. and then really appreacited the prayer that your have keep me in prayer! and thanks all those ppl that have been keeping me in prayer too! love ya so much. and ya i may seen strong but i not! hmm and thanks for all the message from all my beloved fren too. i will try not to give up hope if i can. and continue to pary for me.. pray for the me the what God want me to chose and what the path he want me to walk on... and there still 1 month for the appealing result to be finally be over! and so really pary that i still have the chance and so that go back to sch and share it to all my fren too! cry alittle.. really veri sad too! hmm alot of people have say this sentanc eto me today! God will have a way for me. and it remind me of the song,and the trust if he faith in me.
God will make a way
God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
he works in way we cannot see,
he will make a way for us,
he will be my guide hold me closely to his side in love and strength for each new day.
he will make a way, he will make a way.

* thanks your people for advise*
* thanks for all the encouragement*
* thanks for the prayer*
*thanks for be there for me when i down*
* thanks for the asking me not to give up hope, if your just trying to make me happy only*
* thanks for helping me out today in school*
* thanks for all the care and concern*
* thanks God for all your wonderful and lovely people*
* miss ya people*
* will try to be strong*

　
hehes today wasnt late for service lei.. hehes today uncle koon jin speak for service. and guess what hahas he wasnt here! and next week is he duty on sound crew.. yay cabt wait to see him next week.. today after service we sell the go fish shirt again.. and even the bookmark.. hehes so happy that i manager to sell 2 book mark to michelle! hehes so happy abt it.. and after service went to kenny rogers at marina square to have lunch there hmm it a new outlet there.. and inside was so nice lah.. the light was make from bottle of water.. hmm have quarter of chicken. macoroni cheese and baked bean. and the nice muffin and ice lemon tea.. so nice lah.. but it ex anyway! hmm i went to work at paragon today! i reach at 230.. went to buy white polo tee from heng ten before going to work... and reach paragon when to the toilet there to change before i go work.. so i went to change and found out that the tag and price tag havent take out and it need to cut want.. so just wear and went to work.. today alot of ppl lah.. cos it the last day of storewide and since tomorrow was public hoilday so alot of people was out to shop... and was super tired today what ever i hold i wall drop that thing. hmm then today sales manager to break yesterday de.. today almost 6000 lah.. so sad that it ne hit 6000 in the end short of like 120 to 6000.. and today alot of ppl was comparing the sales with each other.. just like timerland and levis keep asking what the sales fingure of our lah.. and my senior hwee leng dun really want to tell them.. but and anyway think we are still the first lah.. in the four day altogether we hit 15thousand lah.. that alot lor.. hmm i lost two dollar today so sad :( and guess what when i was on my way home.. i just realise that i nv take of the tag form the shirt and i have been wearing it the whole day lor.. and meitian keep laughing at me lah.. so bad.. and once i reach orchard and wanted to go home that time i just relise that i left my wallet in the drawer at my work place but likely i have my bro ez link card in my bag.. so nv mind just head home lor and will go and take tml.. hmm i reach home at 1215 today cos ended late today too ! eat cousre i still hungry.. after taht come nline to blag and see who online too.. but no ppl that i really take to that was online lor.. sigh.. hai i so tired liao need to go and slp.. hmm today i only work for 9h30min lor.. is one hour lesser then friday... but nv mind lah is better anyway.. hm tml is holiday yay! but i still ahve to work tml.. and i really broke can your ppl pay me back.. i need it.. anyway really tired liao need to go and sleep.. ZzZZzZzZzZ will continue to blog tomorrow lor.. :)