sigh.. today went to school to see teacher and section head about my appeal. and the first time i went school saw alot of my beloved fren.. and they all was like amy! so long nv see you and ask why am i in home clother.. so i told then and ask then to wait while i go and see section head and teacher.. hmm then went see section head. and i was scared lah.. went i two by two with my fren. and then we are the first to go in.. the first time the section head ask what your gpa? the i say mine after that my fren say her. then the next time thing the section head sad no nope and so i did not say anymore thing already. so the section head keep nagging as us.. and i got nothing to say. and the section head ask us trying on the part time higher nitec. which is night class de. and alot of working adults and older people lor. and so i went out from the office and went to see my teacher and ask her for help and she ask my gpa too.. and she say too low she cant help and somemore the waiting list is still veri long. and then went to ask my teacher that what abt apply for nitec. then she say that the classes have been cut to one class this time round and the waiting list is still veri long too! and chance will be givn to those who havent try nitec before. and after that i went to find my pe teacher maybe she the clsoer teacher to me lor.. and the most easily to talk to the lor. hmm then her advise to me is to retake n level math and sci so that i have more course to choose form next year.. and more chance too.. and she say cannot take part time higher nitec too cos you have to achive 2.6 for gpa lor.. which mean i cannot too! and so sad:( and sorry if your ppl see me in school today and dun have the chance to talk to me. cos i busy today in school lei. and i really thanks God for sure a nice fren thanks for all my christian fren in sch.. really encourage by what you have say. and then really appreacited the prayer that your have keep me in prayer! and thanks all those ppl that have been keeping me in prayer too! love ya so much. and ya i may seen strong but i not! hmm and thanks for all the message from all my beloved fren too. i will try not to give up hope if i can. and continue to pary for me.. pray for the me the what God want me to chose and what the path he want me to walk on... and there still 1 month for the appealing result to be finally be over! and so really pary that i still have the chance and so that go back to sch and share it to all my fren too! cry alittle.. really veri sad too! hmm alot of people have say this sentanc eto me today! God will have a way for me. and it remind me of the song,and the trust if he faith in me.
God will make a way
God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
he works in way we cannot see,
he will make a way for us,
he will be my guide hold me closely to his side in love and strength for each new day.
he will make a way, he will make a way.

* thanks your people for advise*
* thanks for all the encouragement*
* thanks for the prayer*
*thanks for be there for me when i down*
* thanks for the asking me not to give up hope, if your just trying to make me happy only*
* thanks for helping me out today in school*
* thanks for all the care and concern*
* thanks God for all your wonderful and lovely people*
* miss ya people*
* will try to be strong*