hehes:) really veri long never blog liao.. hehes:) hmm just a short blog abt those day that i never blog.. hmm hahas:) as usual work and work and work.. more more kids now! oh no more tiring now lei.. hehes:) hmm went to collect my spect ytd.. so nice lor.. i like it alots! was really out of place ytd.. from bishan to yishun is nearer.. i alighted at woodland cos to collect my spect.. and then went back to yishun to meet wandee to do something for huiling! hahas so nice lah.. hehes:) hmm after that went home very tired thanks God that is was weedend tomorrow so that i no need to work lor.. hehes:) hmm today thanks to my mum that woke me up so early at 6am just to ask me to bring her phone to her work place.. siao i would de lah.. cos it finally sat so that i can sleep longer then why must wake up early? hmm then slept till 130 then wake up go online till 2pm then went to bath and have breakfast at lunch time.. then head down to church.. hmm i was late lah.. hehes:) bings was here at the serivce.. jo was here too! i miss you jo! nv talk to you today at all lor.. i really miss you alots! hehes:) after service went to have dinner at sam fren cafe.. the food was okay lah.. played president while waiting for the food to come.. hahas:) then kind of just reach home lah.. hmm took so photo with chari today with my new spect.. hmm lazy to load.. will load tomorrow lah.. hmm then will load the photo up tomorrow.. hmm still thinking what to wear and what bag to bring! oh ya very sad today cos i drop my beloved star pandent while i was on my way to church.. sad : ( today was crapped in pst ben car.. talk abt mooncake! eg mooncake floor.. hahas and alot of lame things abt mooncake lah.. so happy that service start at 10.30 and it mean that i cannot have followship with my fren lah.. cos have to accompany wandee to attend huiling church service.. hmm hopefully i can reach in time.. if not i need to leave early.. but i dun wish to leave early lah.. anyway i going to bath first coming back to blog again later if i have the time or got more things to blog abt.. imissyoualot! iloveyoutoo!

　
hahas:) hmm forget what to say abt yesterday already! hmm hahas:) hmm then should just blog for today lor.. hmm so happy that i didnt went outing with them.. hahas:) cos i must be tiring to bring them out.. i feel veri sad too that vikram cannot go and he feel sad.. hmm today was okay lah.. hahas:) veri slack.. only 14 ppl.. cos the rest went for the outing.. and after lunch only left with 8 ppl lor.. so happy.. thanks mrs ram i really have a good nap time today.. slept with the kids.. but then is on and off sleeping de.. hehes thanks mummy for paying the spect.. and it cost me 78 lah.. hehes i call him today.. he got no xin de! he delete my no lor.. hahas:) sorry i lie to you.. cos add is veri important de... did mean that you are bad people.. but then just play safe not to tell anyone my add even my close fren also dun even know my block lor.. sorry that i lie to you! really dun mean to say that.. no meaning.. haiyo sorry lah.. hmm i blind lah.. just admit that lor.. why must he say that singaporean gal are like that:) hmm hahas:) hmm sorry that i scold you! oh no i so busy lah.. mummy keep asking me to do something.. call you back later.. hehes: ) hahas just finishing bloging lor.. hahas:) hope that fri come soon.. so that i got more day to rest.. cos fri after work can slpt till the nxt morning and no need to wake up so early.. and it a long holiday lor.. hmm it mean that i friday last day and tue start work lor.. hehes:) so happy lah.. hahas;) lalalalas amy is crazy! oh ya.. amy is stupid and good at nothing.. amy is pig too! hahas:) that what someone say abt amy lah! partly agress with the ppl saying this lah.. hehes:)

　
hahas:) what should i blog abt today.. as usual went to work this morning.. hmm this week will be veri tired lei.. cos i bath them.. and it hard to bath them lor.. hmm hahas:) this wednesday they are going to botanic garden... also going there to celebrate children's day.. hmm hopefully i no need to go! yeah.. but i wanna go i nv go before lei.. hahas:) hmm today scolded chloe cos she naughty.. and cos she my fav kid and normally i wont scold her de.. and i today scolded her.. she cry lor.. hahas:) heart pain.. hahas:) chloe.. jie jie still love you alots! hehes:) hmm today received message from bin! hmm just wanna say that you are in my prayer kor kor! take care we miss you alots! hahas thanks for making me happy! thanks for making me win in the talk.. cos i normally will lose de.. hehes:) hmm i just feel that i really veri silly and stupid lei.. message him and no reply.. waste my message lor.. sad sad:( think we got no yuan fan lei.. call and guess what the phone is either low batt or is off lor.. sigh.. wenting ask me this question abt him lei..
wat if he found soomeone he like.. how? hmm i will just be veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri sad lah:( but will still bless him and the gal.. will i still be fren with him must really depend lei.. but my ans it mostly not! i sorry.. sigh.. hmm and what i took alot of courage to message him and call him first but guess what.. this time he still nv reply.. amy! stop be unreasonble again! he busy lah.. haiyo amy amy! no but or at least lah.. hahas after work went dinner with my sis and mum and bro.. went to woodlands ss there to have dinner at lot of good food there.. but then most of them close liao.. hahas:) i saw someone that work in ss i know him but he dunno me lei.. hmm but i realy missed working as promoter wor! hmm i really hope that sept end soon! and looking forward to oct lor.. hehes:) amy is good in nothing.. really nothing! nothing nothing!
hehes:) hmm i wanna talk to him.. really miss her alot! hmm anyway iloveya.. and miss ya.. anyway nothing to blog liao.. hahas:) hmm thinking what should i get for the childs for children's day sia! *imissyoualots* hugz* i veri moody how! maybe he msg will cheers me up! i dunno why i moody too! maybe too long dun have he msg liao.. and imisshim really veri badly lei.. sigh:(

　
hahas:) hmm waht should i say abt yesterday... hmm it was okay lah.. went to the first youth service held in CHS new building.. after 40month of not having our own place.. hmm anyway alot of ppl yesterday.. have to be there at 11am but i was late lah.. hmm went there also nv really help much.. the ballon is hard to blow.. nv even blow one lor.. the agapa sunday school tee shirt is nice lah.. hahas:) hmm anyway have chicken rice.. thanks ben they all for dao poing back.. opp that remind me that i havent pay them.. it mean that none of us pay him back lor.. and after that is youth service.. and rev. michael teh speak.. okay lah.. hmm then hahahas.. have captain ball.. i'm in yellow.. and my group have chari.dot.ben.jo.daniel.herman.fabian.mark. josh.hmm cant rmb already.. yellow won! hehes:) and then we have our own netball game.. me.dot. josh.chari again blue celeste. ching. gab. sus. netball they win lor.. hahas:) hmm after taht celebrate liwei and chin yi bday.. hmm thanks aunty june for the delicious food that she made... apple aloavera.. but it ice lemon tea! hahas:) so long nv laugh liao.. dry fit popiah.. lame lah.. but anyway lol.. hmm after that went to pastor ben house to play president game.. and home sweet home.. still feel veri bad lei.. hmm today was late for service.. and took cab there.. dun think your father drive jaguar.. pls lah still have to be patience even you or your parent drive branded car.. rich so what.. we are late too what.. and stopping outside the gate.. ya maybe i wrong but cant you wait for a while.. i need to pay ma.. hmm was pissed off lah.. anyway main sevice was okay lah.. combine service.. hmm alot of ppl lor.. hmm cant see joel anymore liao.. cos the sit is now all straight de.. so cant see.. happy that next week service start at 10.30.. it meant that i can wake up late too! yeah.. hmm today have buffet after service.. saw him(joel) alot of time.. he(joel) look nice in the maroon colour shirt lor.. hahas:) after that thanks rena jie that she send us out to the bus stop to take bus.. if not we have to walk out for veri long.. home sweet home.. reach home veri tired.. hmm just blog short want lah.. hmm elkan is cute lah! that all wake up and went out with mummy for dinner lor.. i need to slp early and wake up early tml cos got to work.. nite ppl.. will not come online anymore..

　
hahas:) was tired yesterday.. and did not come online to blog.. hmm cant rmb what have happen ytd lor.. so would blog abt ytd anyway lah.. so will just blog for today.. today was okay lah.. work as usual.. after work went to hui ling baptism.. hahas her church was faith community baptist church.. (fcbc) anyone from there cant rmb but somehow i think i got fren from there.. the song was nice lah.. hmm have heard that the testi from the baptiss candidate.. hahas one of them is touching lah.. but the church is really alot of people wor.. hmm just so happy that hui ling got baptism liao.. hmm then the service was okay lor.. after that took bus home with my other fren too.. hmm hahas so happy that today is off day for me.. wee~ but i still have to wake up early cos i got to go help to do something at church.. hmm tomorrow back to CHS and is the first youth service there.. hope that the ching can go tommorrow! hmm need to find shirt for tomorrow.. hahas :) and everything was okay lor.. hahas :) really enjoy the service at fcbc today.. later need to go bath.. and pack the bag for tomorrow.. hahas:) hmm got some nice photo to update.. i miss him today! not only today lah.. almost miss him every single day de lah.. hehes:) had kfc for dinner.. hahas.. super full lah.. still dun really have appetitte to eat yet.. hmm dunno why too! hmm hahas:) here are the photo that i took today.. so nice and so cute lor.. hehes:P hmm today hope that i fun.. i will need to go sleep early tonight.. cos i getting a bit tired liao.. and i still got alot of thing to do lie packing bag.. finding shirt.. and BATH yeah.. lalala.. they all so cute lor!
berith the new gal.. 18 month only..


chloe and sammi.. they are my fav!


both of them again.. i love them!


mahesh.. he naughty but he cute at time!


she arh.. naughty stick sticker at her own head!

　
hmm sorry that i didnt blog yesterday.. hmm i was tired yesterday.. my auntie call me to go relief in her work place as a waitress for four hour after my work.. 7.5 per hr lah.. so went for interview and reach home late so went to slp and nv come online lor.. hehes:) and suppose to start work today but inthe end they say cannot start today.. but good also lor.. then i not that tired too.. hehes:) hmm today was okay lah.. the new gal liliean was here yesterday.. she was okay lah nv really cry.. hmm then she dunno how to speak chi and english.. only a little of chi.. she mostly speak malay de.. and i dun understand what she talk cos shespeak to me in malay.. but then i dun care lah.. i just say ok.. ya.. that all.. but she is naughty at time.. we still teaching her english lor.. work still the same berith is cute lor.. i say i wanna go home.. and she say dun want.. hahas she dun allow me to go home lor.. hahas:) hmm then reach home super tired and havent have dinner.. but just lazy to cooked so decided to sleep.. till like 8 plus then i wake up cos my mum brought my cousin to our house.. and have to wake up to talk to her.. so wake up talk to her awhile and went to bath lor.. hmm then my daddy is back from work and she went out to da po dinner for we.. so nice of him lah.. i love you daddy!.. and after that she went home.. send her to bus stop and then she took a bus home lor.. that all but still tired lah.. hmm the people called me and ask me to go for interview for my nursing course lei.. i dunno should i go ma lei.. but he say is good to take nursing.. and my parents say that too! hahas i call him after work lor.. just wanna ask him did he help me check out the brand shirt.. hmm actually thought he forget liao.. but he ask me so i ask him to check lor.. he did help me check but cannot find.. he now know where to find liao.. took some photo with my sister yesterday night.. will photo it if i have the time.. cos is in her camera and she got no time to load.. hehes:) nothing to blog liao.. thanks for all the nice ringtones.. hahas:) night:) i wanna message him later.. but hope i wont fall asleep while waiting.. dun worry i will sure fall asleep de.. amy lah amy you are pig lah.. keep sleeping.. just wanna i miss you alots! love ya!

　
hahas i will be sleeping early today wow! cos i really tired.. hmm today there new kid.. berith hahas:) she quite cute lah.. but the group is getting bigger lor.. tomorrow one more new gal.. haiyo but she the older group the like the 3yr old but not 2 be.. hehes :) hopefully she would cry or what lor.. or maybe she just early to take care of de.. hehes:) anyway work is stil the same.. as usual tired.. reach home and have dinner and come online.. hehes:) and then after that decided to play badminton with my sister and brother.. so we went out to play.. oh man i too old liao.. my muscle of the hand is pain lah.. veri long nv play liao.. hmm after blogging i will go to bath and after bath think i will go sleep lor.. hmm i MUST wake up early tomorrow lah.. i MUST not be late.. hmm alot of people in the centre i mean the kids cut their hair lah.. hmm especailly chloe she cut her hair till veri short.. hahas first day watching the 9pm show.. 'family matter' hehes:) i really miss him alots.. my back is aching too! oh no i old! what should i buy for them thos oct and sept person birthday? hehes:) my hp bill save alots lor.. 150 per month to 66 per month lor.. hehes ;) hope that i can continue to keep up! i broke lah.. hope that end of sept is coming soon.. or just hope that the job that auntie asking me to work can be the time and day i can.. hmm i really miss alot of thing sia.. imisshim.. op did i mention that i miss him before! hmm i wanna load so cute pic.. hahas today the kids took my jacket to wear lor.. hehes:) i will load the photo of them wearing my jacket.. so cute lor! and mrs tee say that orange and white jacket is nice.. oh no i running out of shirt to wear.. dunno what to wear tomorrow for work wor! i just relise that i spend 90cent just to message him.. cos oversea message lor.. zhong heng is naughty lah.. he bet my lah.. hahas that all my day lah.. nothing really much execting have happen lor.. hehes:)

hahas:P did she look like penguin:)
sammi with my nike jacket:)

　
wow.. finally back home already.. today super tired.. wake up and went for service last day in sas lor.. i will mis that place.. hahas but then still like the new building lor.. hehehs:) today after service went for the walkover! hehes:) was kind of cool lah:) hehes took photo when we walkover! hehes:) then the new building was so nice.. wanted to play president at t3 de but then in the end was too little people and i was about to leave and went to meet bao ling they all at town.. hmm was kind of pissed of lah.. suppose to be a pleasent shopping or gathering.. but someone just spoil my day lah.. or not my only.. sigh i wanna buy something lah.. i going be broke soon lah.. oh should i say that i already broke.. hehes:) hmm anyway today is kind of fun and bored day lah.. hmm should blog so of the photo for your people to see.. afterwalkover took some people at there! hmm hope ching can join us lor.. so exciting for next week lah.. i cant wait till next week lor.. hahas:) so exciting lah.. amy amy! imisshim:) wanted to watch little man.. but never watch it lah.. due to something happen! that i really veri piseed and just wasted my half day at town lor.. but i okay already.. not that angry anymore! hehes:) amy not that xiao qi de lah
chari.sus.ame at sajc! outside CHS lah!


we again! hahas:)

　
hmm should blog a short want then.. cos i sleeply already.. hehes:) mostly went out today.. went for service early.. hehes :) but not alot of people was there so call susanna and went to her house.. so good of her.. she teach me guitar lor.. my finger is still painful.. then head down for service.. wasnt late.. and was doing duty today.. after service went to have dinner at the chicken rice place and then wanted to go t3 cube de.. but it was not open so we went to rena's new place to play president.. and learn a bit of guitar too.. joanna is learning too.. we got the saints the handphone stirpe for all the people.. hehes;) hmm i mean help you get.. but must pay us back lah.. hehes:) then after thanks ben for pastor ben for sending us home:) and thanks rena for the haribo.. oh ya i remind me of taking out from my bag if not.. i will not get to eat it.. cos ants will eat it up for me lor.. hehes:) anyway this is how i spend my day lah.. anyway i dun like____*( to bin) and i like him.. my fren you dunno de.. hehes:)

　
hmm today never work.. just reach home.. wanted to go see doctor but i dunno how to go see doctor wor.. cos i was sick.. coughing badly so i deicided to went to meet wen to go out with her to find xiaoqiang they all cos i nv work and wen went to go find them so we went lor.. but then guess what he nv work we on mc today.. hehes;) ask him to come out he also dun want to come out.. sigh.. so decided to go sb there to look for our other fren.. hehes:) hehes even most of them not here.. but we still spend our time goodly.. woohoo~ we to eat mac with ah xiong and wen.. hehes:) then after that we talk talk.. hahas so fun lah.. and think ah siong is helping me to get the shirt i want.. and then i wanna cograt them for their promontion.. hehes:) i want drumbo the elephate toy from mac.. hope he will get for me!( like real he wont lah amy!) hehes:) i wanna go to malaysia with them.. but i got no money.. no yaun fen too.. hehes:) i apply for my school already.. if can then sch will be starting in oct.. i hope i nv made the wrong choice to apply now.. jealous. selfish.unreasonable that what amy are! hmm i talk to him online he nv reply de.. hahas:) i know that he like he mum alot.. so i dun blame him for that.. oaky lah admit that i still abit disappointed that i nv get to see him toda .. but also great that i nv see him if not i think i will be anyhow thinking.. hmm sigh sigh.. the monmilk auntie was so good lah.. sold so much.. i stand there also nv sold so much lor.. i miss him alots! should i miss him alot! hmm but what can i do nothing.. it been two week that i nv mesage him already.. soon i will be one month.. even the birthday is stil long but must start to think of what to get for him.. and her,her,him,him.. and all my fren for christams.. will made something if i have the time.. will try not to change my mind de.. hopefully i wont! woohoo~ i really veri tired today.. i love corn.. but today just no appetite to eat lah.. maybe not feeling well or watever lah.. or maybe i missed him.. hahas;) hopefully not too! wish that he will get me the toy! hehes:) but dun think he will too! sigh.. i was moody cos i think i really miss him alot alot lor.. i dun mind he education is not that good.. oh no why did i miss him alot alot? i need to wake up early tomorrow wor! if not i will be late for work really wish to stay longer online so that i can talk to him.. but that good that i tried and need to slp so that i can no need to think of him so much when i talk to him.. oh no! amy amy! you cant dun talk to him or messgae him you will miss him more! but if i do i will think alot of nonesense de... and anyway still think that i selfish and unreasonable and jealous.. if not i wont have to miss him that much already.. no chicken and cold drink for amy this week! hehes:) hopefully i remenber that no chicken and cold drink.. hehes:) hmm anyway think that all for today.. really did enjoy myself.. there one moment that i look outside the mac and i was thinking abt him lah.. but then it only awhile.. veri short while.. and i back to talking to them.. hehes:) i trying to talk to him hope he reply.. imissyou! nite people!

　
hmm i reach home at like 7 plus today have dinner and come online.. hehes:) so tired.. anyway thanks those people that pray for me.. i recover from my voice liao.. hehes;P wow! i veri tired.. two there two people celebrating their birthday lor.. haiyo cake and cake.. hmm then today was okay lah.. work as usual they can drive me crazy but at the same time they are adorable lor.. hehes;) sigh.. i thinking abt him now lor.. still think that i unreasonable lor.. if i be more understanding then it wont happen.. haiyo amy arh amy! why you have to made thing happen till like that.. i already know that your are close.. think he told me before too that your are close.. so i not angry.. hehes:) i hope that i will be end of the month soon wor! i cant stop thinking abt him lei.. but i will try not to de.. amy amy you can de! i just too tired lah.. just hope that he will be there for me! amy! is impossible de.. hehes:p hate to think of what to buy for bithday wor.. thanks arh joel give me those stupid and lame idea.. those that are quite improssible for me de lah.. if i earn 5000 i wont mind but i dun wor.. i scared i made the wrong choice.. i really scared.. what am to get for him and her and him and her? help me think lah.. so diffcuilt lor.. hmm should really start thinking and plan already.. if not it will really be too late.. hmm i hope that sat and sunday faster come.. cos i wanna rest from work.. i not robot i cant work for long meh.. so jealous for her that he got him.. and so jealous that he got her.. hehes:) someone!.. lalalah.. joinoureverlastinglove.. oh ya i will load so photo today.. hehes:) i think that all for today lor.. i tired already.. wanna go sleep soon but i cant still got thing to do wor!
sam cutting hair for chloe..


sam cutting her hair again.. poor gal.. her hair mess up by him


keisha.. she so cute and preety lah..


keisha.aka shasha.. so pretty and cute lah.. love her lot!

　
hahas:) finally i can come online already.. hmm what should i blog abt.. hmm as usual work and work.. sigh veri bored sia.. anyway i really sick lah.. no voice due to coughing.. and still the same stupid blog nose! haiyo.. hmm think time pass super fast lah.. i just wake up lor today after work meet mummy for dinner.. cos house nv cook! and after that took bus house.. reach home around 8.. wanted to come online but then my bro was using the com so nv lor.. then was veri thired to watch tv so just went to sleep.. and i wake up at 12+ then bath and come online.. hehes:) and finally i get to chat with sus! i espically love sus.fawn.chari.bingz.jo.. hehes:) there are just there for me if i really need someone to talk to.. hehes:) hope that time pass faster lah.. hmm still making decision.. haiyo why must there be so many decision.. why cant there just be only one choice.. hmm it going be two week that i nv message him.. he also lor nv have the heart de.. great that i made a rite choice i think.. i very long nv seee him already.. the last time i think is in somewhere june ba.. i really miss him alot alot lor.. wanna know if he miss me ma.. but dun think he will lah.. me to him is nothing.. some air that appear and disappear at time lah.. he heart is only mean for someone! once she or he is in your heart.. he/she will still be in you heart or mind de.. cos it hard to forget abt it cos i try it before too! i can admit that joel is still in my mind or my heart.. even i dun like him.. but then i will still care for him as fren.. think she more important than me in he heart.. of cos lah amy! sigh.. haiyo should i message him.. dun think so lah.. so late aready.. hmm everyday have to think of what to wear to work so sian lor.. i wanna get my contact lens.. finish already.. hohoho.. but then i will just be to lazy to wear to work wor.. oh no how what should i get for her birthday lei? haiyo.. sorry people for the bored entries cos it alway the same.. most of the time abt work.. oh no i die already i forget to do something before i go home.. haiyo amy amy why so careless! anyway night people! i going to sleep.. will blog tomorrow if i have the time to come online.. hehes;) got some photo to load tomorrow.. hehes:P

　
hehehs:) i back home.. and i here to blog.. hmm today was late for service lah.. hahas:) hmm joel wasnt whole family was not here today so he nv go out we us today! think nothing really much to blog abt serive.. should blog abt after service.. hmm still the same too veri long to decided where to eat after service.. hehes:) and then finally we decided to eat pasta mania at plaza sing hmm after eating we went to______________ hmm sorry! got no mood to blog lah.. anyway i went art fren and crative hand today.. i love the place alot.. got alot of nice and cute thing to see.. everything is nice.. i wann buy.. but dunno buy it for what so nv buy lor.. hmm then if i got money or i rich i dun mind buying thing that nice and i dun need it.. cos it ex lah.. hmm then after went to causeway to meet my fren.. guess who i saw katherine! i miss her! hahas:) so long nv see her lah.. then talk to her while then went to meet my fren at library.. hehes after that we went to walk walk around.. hehes then when home lor.. that all for the day!

　
woohoo~ today is a SATURDAY! hehes: ) so happy becos i can no need to work.. hmm today wake up at 11+ and come online to play game... till like 2+ then i when to cook lunch for me and my sis.. hehes: ) cos dun wanna spend money to go eat.. cos i going to be broke soon.. hehes: ) today went for service as usual lah.. hehes: ) and was late.. and hahas: ) and we have cell as usual lah.. share abt our week.. and everything lor.. then there this part i forget how we came to this part that rena mention that he think that people with the name joel and marcus is very naughty de.. hahas then susanna tell me... you see! hehes: ) and then during the dinner time u message sus to tell him that i agress with it too.. and rena wanna see my handphone.. i forget to close the message and pass her the phone.. and she saw the message and in the message sus did mention abt rena name.. so she ask what are we talking abt.. then i told her lor.. told her that i agress that those people with the name joel and marcus are naughty.. then she laugh.. hahas:) and guess what she say? i thot you like him.. i was shock that she know it lah.. then i told her that i no longer like him already.. hehes:) we are just good fren lah! hmm went to some prata place to eat prata lor.. not veri nice lah.. hehes: ) and after taht took pastor ben car to yishun to take mrt home cos they all going to tiffany house.. so i cannot go then went home lor.. hehes: ) then suppose to take one straight bus home.. but i dunno how come i tap the card and took mrt lor so stupid.. reach woodland still have to take bus.. if i took bus from yishun.. i just need to cross the road lor.. hmm i wanna update my photo on my phone to my com and see can load so in ma.. hehes: ) wanna load some photo of the kid photo here! they are cute lor.. hehes: ) here are some of the photo lah..

she just so cute lah! sammi with uniform:P


hahas:P michael the prince on the phone.. so cute too!


chloe! i love her!


we all miss you alots!

　
hehes:) hmm today reach home super late also dunno why too? reach home at 8pm lor.. reach home for a while then mummy ask me to go out to have dinner since the house never cook and she need to buy something.. so just go lor.. hmm i very tired today work was okay lah.. anyway i broke.. just got my pay today.. 690+ and guess how much i left with? 102 lor.. i pay for pay like 500 plus lor.. see my money how spend oh bill... sigh..thanks God that tomorrow is saturady hehes: ) i can rest and mean tomorrow is off day lei.. hehes: ) hmm people i need alot of prayer lei.. ask me what it is abt lah.. if i cares to share with you lor.. hahas today tanya so cute lah.. want me to carry.. hehes:) i love them all the kids.. hehes ;) i just got no heart! hmm i really
hope that i wil get back to be he child.. hmm anyway time pass really veri fast lei.. cant believe that it septemer already.. sigh sorry for sighing.. hehes:) but why must i have so many thing to fan abt lei.. i wanna be a person just simply and with no fan nao.. just lead a happy life.. but i cant.. there so how somewhere in life there must be things to be fan abt de.. why? hmm anyway i miss fawn lah.. hehes :) 67 more day to her return lei.. be right back to blog..

　
hehes: ) i back to blogging again.. hehes:) i pissed off with the ite hotline lah.. made me waited for 1hour and no people are availble lor.. sigh.. hehes today work was okay.. veri veri tired.. more kids liao.. and they are those veri naughty kind de... almost drive me to madness.. but i still love them then are really adorable.. i love them.. even though they are naughty at time.. but they can be cuties at time too.. hmm should i continue to study too? hmm i wanna earn more money.. then should i continue to study... but i dunno lah.. i really veri fan lah.. should i go and work or go school.. sigh i dunno lah.. hmm dun have the mood to blog.. just veri fan.. fan alot of thing lah.. why must things happen to me! hehes:) anyway should i be happy or not.. i dunno lah.. happy and unhappy amy! cant tell her own emotion lah.. amy loveee jo cos jo loveee amy too! (as friend lah dun think wrong :P) hmm i wanna watch little man.. but who wanna go watch too? hehes :) hope that it sat and sun again cos i got to rest again.. hehes it off day again woohoo~ hmm i really veri tired and going to be sick already.. soon still having coughing and blocked nose.. hmm the and having headach too! i dieing soon.. hehes: ) i really wish to sch back to sch to study.. i miss all my fren and teacher wor..hmm waht should i wear tomorrow lei ? what to wear to work.. hmm later need to go and think of what to wear and found it out first.. hmm hope that i would be late tomorrow for work lah.. hehes: ) hmm anyway nothing really much to blog liao.. i going to bath and sleep soon.. mummy will be back tomorrow.. hahas:) i wanna talk to her and ask her how it is.. hehes:) hope she enjoy herself.. hmm i just hope that i got more money lah.. hehes update tomorrow if i got the time and if i not tired lah.. so excited that we are moving back to CHS already.. yea! :D lalalas.. amy amy.. smilez and dun thinks much just pray and left it to God!

　
hehes :) kind of just come back from work.. today wosk was tired.. the group is getting bigger soon.. two nwe kids coming in so i think the afternoon class is getting bigger liao.. from 22-24.. and this few day have to work ot.. cos of new kids lah.. hmm today as usual the two twins cry again.. but is usual lah.. hmm then today went back at 6 lah.. hmm i just relise that i cant live without mummy cos.. no people cook dinner.. but thanks God that daddy today nv work atay at home and cook dinner for us.. but was happy that mummy wasnt at home to nag at me.. and that i can have alot of freedom.. i can online for long.. go out till late.. and just do alot of thing lah.. but you need money de.. sian pay havent come yet.. hehes: ) i was tired.. wanna go sleep soon.. hmm finally tomorrow is wednesday liao.. time passed really veri fast lei..hehes :) i not the one that bath them this week lei.. so happy if not i will be super tired lah.. anyway i think my nose is getting better.. i wanna go creative hand and i wanna go ps lah.. hmm mummy come back home soon.. anyway i veri full.. daddy cook the portion of my dinner is alot lah.. i cannot finish lah.. but thanks to my sis that she help me eat some.. hahas finally my house got people wanna eat chocolate liao.. hahas droste.. the 60 pcs de.. and still left with like 40.. i nv eat it lah.. someone at home eat it de.. hehes: ) and cadbury dairymilk peppermint lah.. and two long bar of toblerone chocolate lah.. hmm and today mrs tee bought subway sandwhich and ask me to share with mrs lee.. but i dun eat.. cos the bread is hard.. i dun like hard hard food lah.. hmm hahas: ) i wanna change shampoo.. the shampoo is not good de.. oh no i got like 500 plus of bill need to pay when my pay is here lah.. sigh anyway got to go liao.. nothing really much to blog already.. hehes:) lalala amy! stop dreaming is impossible de lah.. stop! stop! stop! okay amy! hehes:) miss ya.. oh no i cant! love ya.. i cant too! amy!amy!amy!

　
hmm just come back from work.. oh no i think i getting worse each day.. blocked nose is getting worse and having headach now.. hmm see him online and dunno should i talk to him or not lei.. i wanna talk to him.. hmm i canot control( sorry amy) i talk to him lor.. hmm two work was tired.. three new kids come at the same time.. and they are all two year old lor.. that mean that afternoon got 21 kids now.. oh no that really alot.. hmm hahas: ) i just cant rmb the guy name.. and for the two new twin gal i also cannot rmb too.. natanya.. nakisha.. i think so they are twins lor.. so cute! hmm they look pretty too.. hahas: ) today michael's mum came and give us chocolate for teacher's day lor.. oh no i hate chocolate lor... hehes: ) and laura's mummy brought us samll cake and muffin too.. hahas i over anyway! my nose really cannot take it lor.. i wanna cut away my nose if i can.. hahas:) hmm i really wanna talk to him.. (amy! you cannot must control or else you really cannot forget him de..) i still feel very sorry that i unreasonable!( why must amy be jealous! if she nv think nothing will have happen liao.. and if she more understanding and thing will not happen till like this) amy! amy! you are bad gal... why cant you be understanding and reasonable? i wanna go creative hand and popular.. this few day it just that i too lazy to go cos veri tired.. i wanna go sleep too.. oh no i cant be late for work tomorrow.. hmm today there new teachers! havent really been working with her yet! oh and chloe is naughty gal today.. keep showing temper or bullying me.. yet i so love her.. hehes:) too bad they just dun scared of me cos i not firece enough.. i not firece anyway! cos amy got nice heart to kids.. and they are adorable lor.. hehes :) ya i not pretty and chio enough lor.. or i not caring, smart or whatever! hmm i tired i wanna go sleep liao.. wake up then continue to blog..

　
hehes: ) i here! hmm today when to service wasnt late cos i keep thinking that it start at 9lor i reach at 9.15wor.. that we early.. hmm then waited for sus there... and after when in for service.. hmm today he never come.. he should be tagging along with us de but then he nv come.. nvm cos he got he reason.. and the reason is vaild i think so.. hehes:) hmm thanks rena for the notebook and the qt mential.. thanks.. hmm service today was okay lah.. hmm then went to ps(plaza sing) to have lunch cos josh need to buy something from sportlight.. and cos we only can go somewhere near to have lunch cos they need to go back for something.. as usaul took veri long to decided where to eat.. hmm same way of decideding.. orange. banana. apple.. hahas:) and final decision was made that we go eat mos burger.. then so we went to eat and hmm as usaul and was crazy and with all her crab.. cos just moody but i just wanna be happy.. hehes :) hmm after lunch went to sportlight walk walk.. hmm so many nice thing inside lor.. i wanan go creative hand.. hehes:) hmm i would regret de.. hahas :) i hungry! tomorrow back to work.. kids will sometime drive you crazy but sometime they will made you laguh too.. hugz! hope wednesday faster come.. someone or anything made my day better ? hmm anyway come back to blog later.. going to have dinner liao.. i back from dinner liao.. hmm i think i shuold go play badminton later with my sis.. or should i go out with mummy! sigh.. i want both but no time.. work work work... sian why must work! i want to study.. hehes:) lalalas.. hmm got to go out liao..
you're the one that love most.
you're the one and that brighten up my day.
you're the one that care for me.
you're just my everything.
but why can loving you be as sweet as anything?

　
hmm hahas thanks people.. i better now.. wow! so happy that i did not have to wake up early today.. slept till 12pm.. then come online.. talk to her.. and then went back to sleep till like 2plus lor.. my huyu pinyin will improve soon.. but i will try to be happy! why this few day alot of things happen.. sigh i broke.. and i sick too.. cough.blocked nose.. hmm i have to declear that i would like ______. cos what the point! i just wasting my own time.. i should start using my phone lesser.. cos my bill is veri expansive wor! hmm sorry for blocking you today.. cos was moody and didnt wish to talk to you.. hmm really bless you and hope that you find one nice gal.. and if you really treat her well... and to the gal if he have! dun bully him okay.. and to you also dun bully the gal.. but we will still be fren de.. i did this decision cos i know that since i have not been talking or seeing you for long.. and the feeling for you is getting lesser each day.. but really i need the time to forget.. hmm will not message you for time been just to forget the feeling for you.. i will message you when it time.. and everything that i made decision hope that you will agress with it.. and let me carry out the decision that i made.. promise you that we are still fren.. hmm joel will tag along with us tomorrow for lunch.. hahas:) finally! we all waited for so long that he will go out with us.. i dun wanna be hurt.. even you are hard to be replaced but.. i sitll have to let go and forget.. i know it take time will be sad that the decision made.. but i still have to if not the one that will be hurt will be me! hmm later going out with mummy they all.. will you forgive me ? it hard but no choice i still have to stick with the decision if not i will just get more hurt.. and for friendship i will not to be stanger kind.. hopfully not.. but guess will.. hey i surprise that one of my fren online that i nv talk to.. ask me am i okay! past is evil for me.. tomorrow wil lbe bright new day for me.. hmm hope that i can lost my memory.. i trying.. i sad but what can i do? nothing.. why must you lie to me.. ( amy got no right to know so much) .. i wanna scream and cry out loud.. why? why must it be at this time? sorry! i admit that i jealous too! okay! but who on earth whould get jealous! dunno lah.. i hungry.. but got mood to eat.. and just to lazy.. i not seem to be happy or strong but inside me i not!

　
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS!
hahas:) hmm should blog for yesterday first.. hmm yesterday was okay lah.. celebrated teacher's day in school.. first time receive gift from kids.. i always give present to teacher's de.. but nv received before.. hahas so fun lah.. even is a card that is plain and wrote my name inside and some message i really really veri happy already.. thanks ppl.. i having cough and blocked nose now.. hahas i never bring that big bag on purpose de.. after work i went to j8 with zhen yuan.. suppose to watch movie de.. but stupid me went to change my mind not to go lor.. stupid me.. should have go.. so weird lah.. have dinner at j8.. was pissed off with the noodles uncle.. he attitude lor.. okay lah admit that i choosey to food.. but then you should not show me this kind of attitude ma.. by the way i your customer lei.. after dinner and walk walk at j8 for a while.. i sick and tired of that shopping centre lah.. almost everyday will go de.. so decided not to go there to shop.. so went to causeway to walk walk saw our fren and he fren there lor.. and we just walk for a while in causeway onli.. then was tired so i decided to go home.. and was waiting for the bus this little guy came out to me and ask if i have two fifty cents to give him to take transport.. hmm so i look inside my wallent and i only have one.. and zhen yuan give him the other want.. dunno izzit true or not lah.. anyway if not then just bless the person lor.. so reach home watch tv and bath and everything.. was tired ao slept early lor.. hmm then my fren measage me to ask if i wanna go watch movie today then i say what time he say 11am i like cannot cos i sure slept till veri late de.. hehes:) i pig:) pig is cute lor.. but too bad is not green de.. hehes :) so wake up online and then come online and saw he online but is not him lah.. and just no words to say abt it.. i hate pretender.. it is true i dunno.. why must you do this? just tell i will sure tell you de.. i hate people to lie to me.. can you stop using he account.. today so bored stay at home and do nothing.. wasted one of my day.. oh ya i wasted a pair of movie ticket too.. cannot go and watch.. dunno lah.. dunno what made my day moody.. hahas i hungry but just to lazy to cook.. i miss you! and i love you too! i not evil okay.. just ask him not to help you cos nothing to say ma.. hahas:) oh no going to lose my voice soon.. i better liao.. =) smilez! hehes:) i 80 and he 90.. hahas: ) i also want he password for the msn de.. if i got i will be veri happy liao.. should i believe it.. hmm just dun care! i really dunno lah.. sigh.. anyway that all for what will happen today lah.. should i? still thinking.. amy! amy! amy! stop thinking lah.. just dun care so much abt what has happen lei.. just be happy amy! smilez amy! lalalas:) be strong amy! just left it aside first! :)