hmm hahas thanks people.. i better now.. wow! so happy that i did not have to wake up early today.. slept till 12pm.. then come online.. talk to her.. and then went back to sleep till like 2plus lor.. my huyu pinyin will improve soon.. but i will try to be happy! why this few day alot of things happen.. sigh i broke.. and i sick too.. cough.blocked nose.. hmm i have to declear that i would like ______. cos what the point! i just wasting my own time.. i should start using my phone lesser.. cos my bill is veri expansive wor! hmm sorry for blocking you today.. cos was moody and didnt wish to talk to you.. hmm really bless you and hope that you find one nice gal.. and if you really treat her well... and to the gal if he have! dun bully him okay.. and to you also dun bully the gal.. but we will still be fren de.. i did this decision cos i know that since i have not been talking or seeing you for long.. and the feeling for you is getting lesser each day.. but really i need the time to forget.. hmm will not message you for time been just to forget the feeling for you.. i will message you when it time.. and everything that i made decision hope that you will agress with it.. and let me carry out the decision that i made.. promise you that we are still fren.. hmm joel will tag along with us tomorrow for lunch.. hahas:) finally! we all waited for so long that he will go out with us.. i dun wanna be hurt.. even you are hard to be replaced but.. i sitll have to let go and forget.. i know it take time will be sad that the decision made.. but i still have to if not the one that will be hurt will be me! hmm later going out with mummy they all.. will you forgive me ? it hard but no choice i still have to stick with the decision if not i will just get more hurt.. and for friendship i will not to be stanger kind.. hopfully not.. but guess will.. hey i surprise that one of my fren online that i nv talk to.. ask me am i okay! past is evil for me.. tomorrow wil lbe bright new day for me.. hmm hope that i can lost my memory.. i trying.. i sad but what can i do? nothing.. why must you lie to me.. ( amy got no right to know so much) .. i wanna scream and cry out loud.. why? why must it be at this time? sorry! i admit that i jealous too! okay! but who on earth whould get jealous! dunno lah.. i hungry.. but got mood to eat.. and just to lazy.. i not seem to be happy or strong but inside me i not!