argh.. i really back to blogging liao.. i darm tired lor.. really.. back pain..sigh.. hmm why must your people say that i look like a 12 yr old kid.. hahas:) went to clementi ss to work.. then the staff there most of them still work there lor.. hehes:) hehes and ah liang still rmb me.. he keep saying that i just graut from pri sch.. i 12 and i cant work.. hahas:) i'm not 12! and sam is good! hehes:) hmm nothing really much to blog liao.. anyway amy resign the childcare job liao.. will be leaving at the end of the month.. i will really miss the kids alot and alot de... i dun feel like leaving your! something your are naughty made me vomit blood but at time your are adorable lor! miss lim love your! take care! hmm what should i gife them as a give! made something? but i noramlly made thing from ppl older but not younger! hahas:) ytd the sale was super lousy lor.. hopefully it will be better! my whole body is pain lah.. sigh.. i miss him too! but i got no time to go find him lei.. and i found out from wenting blog that he back.. none of them tell us lor.. we are fren? why cant we know too! fine! he leaving thing also nv tell me till i found out from wenting.. and this time also.. wth.. we call fren? oh maybe not really fren.. fren that will take to each other when need help.. haiya anyway we also nv really message each other lor.. so fine lah fine lah!.. forget it... but still a bit pissed of with both of them for not telling me that he back! why i still he fren ma.. why cant i know? i really very long nv blog and come online liao.. will try to come offent.. sigh.. nothign much to say got to go out liao.. take care!

　
hahas was really busy recently.. just got back from retreat.. hmm should blog abt fri the surprise bday party for him.. hahas so funny lah: ) but it was nice anyway.. hmm work till end of this month then i will resign liao.. findind better job! higher pay de.. lalalas: ) veri tired! happy belated bday joel.. hope you like everythings.. hmm today was medicial sunday.. it was okay lah.. didnt did much.. was just playing with elkan and eleanor.. did not really help up in the games! just walk here and there! sigh bored lah.. not alot of people i think.. service was okay! hmm the retreat was nice lah! aloha changi.. i just really super tired liao.. today still have to go work lor.. hmm i dunno lah: ) i will really miss the kids and teacher there de! especailly chloe! i love you! today he wasnt here! so cannot really wish him happy bday! hehes was happy that i took he booklet.. it was suppose to be he de.. but he nv come and so no extra so tiffany give it to me lor.. with he name on it.. but was cancel liao.. sigh.. but i will still keep it de! hmm going to have my dinner now liao..

　
hehes :) shall blog for yesterday and today! hmm yesterday went to church as usual was late! hmm cos really super tired lah.. hehes:) hmm then after service went out to desrtibute the balloon and flyer for medicine sunday de.. sorry people! we have 50 to give out all thanks( amy) after that went to mac to have drink and for the air con coa the wheater was realyl super hot lah.. and then hahas:) elkan and eleanor was so cute lor! chari.sus.josh.gab.sam.erenst. hahas after that we went to ps! cos i want to go there to see the made with love shop! hmm okay lah.. not alot of nice things.. hehes:) then after that walk around ps lor.. hmm went carrefour.. guess who i saw there! peishan! i miss her! dun think will saw her there lor.. after that we went to paragon cos was we wanna go visit my sister de shop! hmm then hehes:) went to nike too! we get something there! and saw uncle jerry lei.. and hehes:) sam bought a shoes and josh brought a shirt.. hehes:) and it was more then 80 dollar lor! so we got this lucky draw thingy! so cool lor! hehes: ) after that went to taka to have dinner! pepper lunch.. then after home sweet home! alot of laughter lor.. so long nv laught liao.. thanks ppl for cheering me up! slept at almost two ysterday lah.. and today have to work.. sigh.. super tired.. work as usual and hor! three new kids was here today! they cry and cry and cry lor! sigh:( tired.. after that went of early cos was tired liao.. thanks peishan anyway! oh ya i wanna thanks gab too thanks for helping me to ask he mum! and i ask he mum too lor.. blueberry cake! so sweet that the mum is picking me up! hmm will it be a surprise to him? hmm it werird to go alone lei.. sigh:( still thinking which to buy! hehes:) hmm i so bored! anyway i need to go bath liao:) blog again tml.. nite people!

　
*~happy birthday yiwen~* sorry wen i wait cant wait till 12 and i super tired and fall a sleep too! and i cant message you yesterday! hmm did not went online to blog yesterday cos was not allow to use the com.. hmm anyway nvm lah.. better not to you too! hmm i was veri tired yesterday! slept early.. work as usual.. veri tired.. and chloe is having high fever.. hope she okay liao.. hmm iloveyou.. talk care! hmm moday will be a tiring day for me! cos there will be 3 kids more lor! and the class is really growing bigger wor! hmm hahas:) i regret what was done.. wanted him to help me get someone no but then i dun wanna call him.. and that it! hmm but then i call other people to ask.. alot of people dun have lor! sigh~ amy wanna change job! what? should i continue to study in dec or later? hehes:) wake up kinda of early today! i wanna eat maggie mee.. but guess what dun have any maggie mee anymore lor.. sian.. nothing really much to blog liao.. hmm just message joel.. inviting him to come! hope he wont give anymore excuse! hmm hahas he really give me excuse.. did not go for youth serivce.. cos need to go with mummy to her church cos tonight got something.. she ask me to go de! hmm hahas:) help zhenyuan to edit he blog.. hahas: ) and i change the skins for him.. adiadas: P hehes:) think he the adidas fan ma.. i not! anti adidas.. i nike! nike rawks.. just like wen like nike too! brb.. going out now! hmm just come back from my mum church then have dunno what special event today.. hmm was tired lah.. oh ya the traslated english veri good wor! hmm just know that braun buffel allow me to go back to work wor.. hahas so happy.. or should i go back to marigold? hmm this few day have been a bad day for me.. hmm and think this few day i eat alot too.. hmm cos maybe eating made me happy lah.. haiyo.. hopefully i dun put on much weight.. hehes:) waiting for monday to come! hehes:) ah ting ask me to go back to back to work marigold... but they have to go though so test for ntuc pass and for the marigold you need test too! and i hate test.. hahas:) but then ah ting say that i sure pass de cos my talking veri good and sure got alot of people wanna buy for me de if i really promote.. hehes:) thanks ah ting for your praise.. hehes:) she keep asking me to go back and so that we can work together it hard lah gal.. sigh.. still dunno which one i should choose wor! tomorrow hahas finally is a sunday! hmm day pass veri fast.. hopefully he can join us to go out tomoorrow hehes:) i wanna go ps tomorrow! oh ya ps cafe cartel remind of yi hui.. she working there.. and i rite? if i go ps tml should i drop by there to see her? just see only.. i dun wanna lose you! but i sure lose you de? but what can i do lei? just see you been lost.. sigh really regret sending you the message.. hope that you dun understand or you nv really the message.. or some missing text.. haiya did you received it? i really wanna know lei.. sigh~ hope tml will be a happy day! nite ppl:) smile amy! be stong amy! smile smile amy :) yu jian i miss the song.. i wanna listen to it lei.. hehes:)

　
hmm just reach home! today super super tired lah.. hmm work was okay lah.. still the same tired.. and the kids is always the same! naughty but adorable lor.. hmm stil lat work place till 6.30 then left.. after half way then realise that i left the gift for wenting in the childcare and went back to take! hahas:) hmm cos if not i got no time to meet her and pass to her liao.. hmm then was tireda and want a sit so i took the train from bishan to marina bay and then change at raffle place and then reach there slighty earlier then wenting.. hmm then after meeting her.. we took bus to go find him.. and wenting need to go find her fren to get her book so i go there my own lor! hmm reach there and talk to him awhile onli cos he was busy! actually dun wanna go de! but then no choice since i helping ah xiong to get the present for her! hmm was super tired after work already still need to go there to get the thing.. and he nv even say thanks to me lor.. and he attitude is not veri good.. nvm lah he tired.. but i also ma.. but i still can talk to him properly.. hmm then wenting reach.. hmm saw ah ming uncle.. he still the same like to disturb me.. call me by nickname! haiyo.. then hahas:) was super hungry lah.. dun want to eat cos veri tired lah.. and i eat thing will be super slow de.. and i not very hungry after drinking the ice lemon tea.. but now i hungry liao..hmm think i will cook cup noodles later! hmm i dun want to take medicine.. i just dun want lah.. was disappointed.. hmm waited for you sms.. but you did not message me lor.. waited for so so long lor.. sigh~ i shouldnt have message you! hmm dun want you to paid for the drink due to some reason lah: ) thanks for not paying for it! but was quite happy that i meet you today lor.. hmm xiong just called and ask how was the arrangement for me to meet him to get the gift for wen.. i say i did not really talk to him much... he ask why.. he ask me to atke from him becos he know that we veri long nv meet each other already.. and why didnt i talk much to him.. i say got but alittle only.. he was busy anyway and i was tired to open my golden mouth hahas:) and alot of firece people there that i quite scared so i dun want to talk to him.. wanted to take cab home de.. but then was thinking dun waste money lah.. i going be broke soon! i must wake up early tomorrow to go work.. cos today i took cab to work so i wasnt late.. no more cabbing amy! hmm saw one of my ite fren working at he place.. hahas so cool lor.. i wanna work there too! hehes:) dreaming only.. you made me veri disappointed.. you can just buy something small for me without letting me know and ask me to eat! and i sure will eat de lor.. but you did not.. sigh~ thanks wenting for accompany me go there! if i went there alone i think i will just get the thing and go liao and would stay there long lor.. sigh~ sad! i should have talk to you lor! *imisstalkingtoyou* anyway it over liao.. need to go have my dinner at super late hours and then go bath and slp lor! sorry! *imissyoumore* i just know something i shouldnt call him.. and then that it.. why must all this happen today? regretting lor.. and then i really veri sad.. i really like him alot! and he that one that chance some of my thinking! and sigh~ are we still fren? hopefully we are! but it hard to be fren liao.. friendship will end soon.. how can dun think so much.. ihateyou.. and ame stop zhi zhou duo qian.. it impossible! not you lah.. someone else.. lucky her! why is her? did he still have her in he heart? the neoprint today made me abit down liao.. and sigh.. no appitite to eat my mee liao.. going to bath and slp.. dun wanna take medicine too! why cant i cry out! dun cry out it hard.. but why can i am not those that easy to cry de.. whenever i sad.. i cannot cry it hard lor! the feeling really hurt alot! and why must all this happen? today.. fri the 13th? sigh.. sure a unlucky day! knew somthing bad will happen to day should have believe it lor.. sigh~ why must love be hurting? *ireallylovehimalot*
from the day i know you i know we wont be together! now i know that i really love you! but what can i do! nothing! nothing! nothing! sigh~ sighing go on and on! for ame! cannot dun think lei..

　
hehes:) work was okay today! but was a bit tired lah.. today have my afternooa as usual after work reach home have porridge and went to slp veri veri tired.. still till 10pm then wake up come online.. hehes:) amy was super bored and talk alot of rubbish and nonsense to sus! thanks her for the entertaiment.. hehes:) and was really bored and went to disturb jo! hehes:) but thanks him too! he play and we have alot of nonesense and rubbish too! i finding penguin and say it him.. and he say the display pic de bear is me! nvm is cute anyway.. so was hock to drawing thing like pig.. and me. him(who) i also dunno! hehes:) then was really realyl very bored lah... hmm going to find jian toomorrw to get wen de bday prsent from someone.. hmm i really dun mind?? amy must be strong! i cant lah... *imisshim* will he________? or______? but really will i mind? i dunno but hope i dun mind! but for now i wont mind.. *thinking* now did i? _______________ lah.. haiyo amy! confuse? what should i do... amy amy! pls help me! oh ya i need to cut my nail too! thinking of what to wear for tomorrow! hmm amy is confuse! how how should i? quite happy that i talk to him.. sigh~ what am i sighing? *something* dun worry amy! was thinking of you just now...are ____________? sorry for so many blanks! sighing again.. *thinking too much*dun worry so much* _________? anyway! tomorrow is a nightmare? why arh? becos tomorrow is a nightmare! jo sorry! anyway nothing to blog liao.. nite ppl.. tell you more! hope tomorrow will be a happy day!

　
hehes:) i back home already! hmm was tired lah.. as usual went to work.. i love you chloe.. hmm i havent eaten my medicine! sigh i regret! shouldnt intro her the job lor.. but if i nv intro help will she return me money! she sure will de lor.. haiyo why i did the wrong thing.. shouldnt have intro help lor.. really really regret now! amy dun be selfish and jealous.. hmm school is more important? should i continue to study? or should i go work? hmm dunno lah.. haiyo wanna find a job that earn more! but what can i do? regret lah.. really i really regret and it the greatest mistake that i made in life lor.. *crying* i really wish that someone was here to listen to all my problem.. am i selfish? having this evil thought that i dun wanna her to work there! how? amy stop been evil.. am i really veri selfish.. oh no amy amy! cannot but i cant! help help ppl... but really just say that i realyl really dun want her to work there.. deep in my heart.. it truth that i really dun want her to work there lor.. hmm anyway no dinner tonight again? hmm will mummy bring me go and eat? hahas:) i miss alot of people lei... i miss school! imissyou! i miss you and you and you! i miss everyone! amy is down and confuse now! whatt should she do? i really dunno can someone just tell me! amy amy dun be evil.. you will receive the good deep in return de amy! hmm really? i deep down in my heart that i dun want her to work there! really really really regret! tears flowing down from my heart! no laughter today! hmm hope that you can brighten up my day.. maybe just one message from you! asking how my days going on? so that i can share with you! and hope that when i share with you.. you wont say that i selfish and evil lah.. i got my reason too it! sigh~ sigh!~ nothing really much to say liao.. haiyo amy why are you like that today? can you be angel instead of evil? haiyo i wanna be angel but i cant! cos of this regret in my heart.. really wanna tell you this.. hope you see it! hmm but really sorry for this happen for been a fren and treating you this way.. i really have my reason! sigh.. low mood how! really feel like *crying* why are you hiding your feeling amy? just show it out! tell her! gogogo! amy! be bold.. but i dun wanna spoilt the friendship with her? is she really your fren? but how? tell her straight? cannot amy amy cannot do that the! then just let it be lor! sigh! why? nothing can change the world for been unfair! unfairness is something in the wrold that everyone face it! really? hmm i dunno but i think so ba.. why is there unfairness in the world? why cant everything be fair! why? why? there alot of why that i really wanna know! sorry people if i dun have the mood to talk to your and tell your! and dun ask what happen or why? sigh~ 'you are my sunshine, my only sunshine'! for the rest of my life i just wanna love you! but i cannot too! why? unfairness again? maybe! haiyo amy STOP asking why lah! there no answer to everything lah.. be right back later! got thing to do! back!!! hmm i went out to get canned food for my dinner.. cos house got plain porriage so eat with canned food! hahas:) hmm veri full liao.. just ate one bowl of porridge and feel veri full liao.. hmm should i say that today moon come out from north.. haiyo.. amy arh stop! be believe that.. please STOP telling me that! i wanna work and part time..

　
hehes:) i should for for yesterday then.. hm i went to work yesterday.. i nv took my medicine ytd.. and was having a little coughing only.. didnt want to take cos it cos drownsiness and i dun sleep i was be suped tired lah.. hmm was tired already .. as usaul work and work and work.. dun have nothing interest that happen in work lah.. hate to went home after 5.. cos the mrt as usual will have a lot of ppl and i veri tired just wanted a sit cos from bishan to my house it quite a distance and i veri tired ti stand already.. wanna have as sit.. but dun have.. have to stand thought out lor.. hmm just hope that i have parent who drive! or someone who drive send me home! hahas:) fat hope! hmm then reach home no dinner! hmm so i just eat honey star with milk.. two small bowl and some potato chip that my dinner already! and then i went to sleep from 7.30 all the way to 5.00 thisw morning and here i came online now to blog.. dun wanna go back to sleep cos i know that i was overslept de.. hmm i still need to bath and then have my stomach fill.. cos i hugry now.. hmm but think nothing to eat at home too! will just eat my honey star and milk again.. hmm hahas:) and need to find waht to wear later! hmm and i going to meet him to get wen birthday? but i dun wanna see him.. cos now i go no feeling for him already.. what if i see him i scared that i will thinking and like him back.. hmm amy! nvm lah.. even it is happen it wont last for long de.. after that we wont keep in contact de! hahas:) hmm sunday.. msg him to ask they reach s'apore already ma.. to see if they reach here safely ma lor.. then waited for long time.. and no reply.. so went to sleep.. hehes:) wake up and saw.. one new message! nv expect it was from him.. 12.29am 09/10/2006 and he reply that he they reach home already! and he just finish bathing saying that this few day veri tired! wake up early and slept veri late! and cos the nxt day still have to work.. i tired.. i sleep first.. nite.. hehes:) anyway i sleep first then you lor.. cos i took medicine.. :P that all lah.. think he message made my day better!.. i tired too! but you dun care and ask lor.. i always be the one that care abt you! why cant you just ask me once? *thinking of you now* wake up arleady? should i message you? hmm dunno lah.. i have to go liao.. gd morning ppl~

　
hahas: ) just came back home not long ago.. hmm went for service today was 5min late lah.. hmm today is confirmation serivce.. hahas:) sus and rena and some other dunno who lah.. got comfirm today! hehes:) so happy for her them lah.. hahas:) today during holy commuion rev.michael teh wanted to give.. but my hand was out so he know lor.. then he told me that there will be two batispm serivce soming out one on nov and one on dec... hahas:) i know! hmm then my cough was so bad during serivce lah.. cos havent take medicine yet.. hmm so aunty helen pass so sweet for me! i dun want! went out to have my medicine and my cough is better liao.. hmm after service went to junction 8 cafe cartel to have my lunch with.. gab.josh.bin.sus dunno what to eat there.. so as usual took veri long to think de.. after that i decided liao.. wow the food is in veri big portion and it make you veri full too.. cannot finish.. ate my medicine.. hmm wanted to go home..but was sian to go home.. hmm so went to find my sister at paragon her work place.. hmm went there.. the first time went to celio*.. hehes:) was okay lah.. the shop was nice.. and the shirt inside is ex! guess what is open by joel's dad again.. first time in life that he dad open a formal and casual wear shop lah.. hmm cos they already have 6 nike shop lah.. and it weird for them to open something different! hmm was wondering what made them have the mind to open celio* hehes:) after that as usual was pass by nike.. and i did not go in just peep in from outside then off i go.. went to my sister place.. hmm stay awhile then went to toy us r.. hehes: ) hmm nothing nice there lah.. hmm so went to my sister shop there to.. she ask me to wait untill she knock off lor.. haiyo.. so i waited.. hmm went to basement to get something to eat.. but nothing lah.. then went to 7eleven to get so drink lor.. hmm after that went pass celio* again.. and pass by nike again.. hahas:) then went back to my find my sis and slack there to wait till she knock off lor.. hmm hahas:) was super tired lah.. today no haze! hmm should i give up on him.. i think i dun like him anymore lei.. i learn somehting from joel today! hehes: ) anyway gtg now! need to bath and take medicine! hmm dunno if they are back safely ma.. hmm msg them nv reply.. pissed off! hahas:) *imissyou*

　
hahas:) hmm just wanan thanks all the people that keep me in prayer! i better now liao.. hmm then still have to take medicine.. cos not really recover yet! hmm wake up at like 1230 today and was looking for my spect.. but in the end i found it lah.. hmm after come online.. no ppl to talk to de.. so stay at home.. wake for mummy to come back she only will be back after 2.. and she ta bao food for me cos i lazy to cook.. and i have to eat medicine after food.. so thanks mummy for helping to get the food.. hmm then really no appetiture lah.. eat less then half a pack then dun fell like eating already.. so took medicine and went to sleep already! hmm sleep till 8 plus wake up and then i come online.. and i wanted to eat fruit.. so daddy cut for me.. and after eating it mummy wake up and ask if i wanna go out for dinner ma.. then i say i dun want lazy to walk.. hmm so never go.. dinner was at home.. daddy cook dinner rice.. and i just went out to get so canned food! hmm then i also get honey stars! and HL milk for my breakfeast.. hehes:) i so long so long nv eat honey stars liao.. hmm i also buy pringles.. hehes:) mummy dun allow me to buy.. but i dun care i want! cos she say i still not really well cannot eat! hmm it my money! you cant stop me.. and she say i like kids! want this want that! hehes then reach home at 10 plus then i have my dinner and here i come online and not medicine first! i hate it lah.. and hor my stomach my feeling very well i think.. keep going to toilet! veri long nv drink milk already! hmm honey stars! hehes:) i wanna go take medicine liao.. hmm but after taking it all my mouth feel weird lah.. drink more water! haze is worst.. hmm i now a day drink lesser water dunno why lei.. but when i go school i will drink alot alot de.. hmm need to find shirt for tomorrow! hmm i hate to messgae and the people dun want to reply de! waste my messge lor! pissed off lah! anyway nite ppl:) go and take medicine liao..

　
hahas:) finally it over! hmm went to work today! and wasnt feeling veri well.. was veri weak but i still made it though lor.. hehes:) think nv do alot of things today.. hmm then somore today was okay lah.. almost full house.. super tired now.. think got a bit of headach.. and took medicine after my lunch and it waill cause drowniness and i really feel veri tired and weak.. but then i have abit for sleep lah.. hmm can i have cold drink? i got cough but i dun believe in this de lei.. like some people say cannot eat chicken or fish cos it will make it worse.. hehes:) then after work went to causeway point to help mummy devolpe her photo.. and help her get something before i reach home.. reach home have bath and then alot alot of ppl was at my house celebrating moon cake festival lor.. hmm eat a pieces of durian snow skin mooncake today.. was okay lah.. not veri nice.. and then today was karis and renia birthday.. the cake was super nice and cute lor.. but was sad thing that they parent wasnt her to celebrate with them.. but we celebrate for them.. hehes :) anyway they are twins! have cake but i nv eat no appetite.. the medicine made me feel like vommiting lah.. and you can feel that your mouth got alot of medicine smell.. and then after blogging i going to take medicine and go and sleep! thanks God that tomorrow was a saturday and i dun need to work.. and sunday too! hehes:) and hor i just veri tired.. and i dun like to take medicine lor.. the medicine was yucky lah! eeee! it so big and have to take it lah.. but always took veri long de to eat it! hmm i still dun really have appetite to eat lah.. my eye is closing soon! really soon i press and just went blanking for a while lei.. but i know that i have to finish blogging and go take medicine and here i come! my BED!oh no i growing fatter liao.. hehes:) cos most of the food is tasteless now cos i having bloked nose! and something i can taste it lei.. cant have my afternoon nap cos once i reach home bath and ppl was here.. it rude to sleep.. when visitor are here! and so i dun not lor.. till now they just went back.. need to really drink my water already! no more fever i think.. or i can feel the hot within myself.. but today i went to work since i have mc and then the teacher ask why i come.. then i say still at home veri bored.. cos here do lesser thing also got pay ma! and so i come lor.. and one of the teacher say that i was cold! hehes:) i dun think so lor! and after food i eat medicine and after that if i eat some thing then it will all taste like medicine lah:) and yap the haze was really veri bad lah.. once i walk out of the shopping centre helping my mum to get something the sky was really bad thought that it was going to be late liao.. just like the sky from 7-8 kind of sky lah.. it only 7 i think.. i lost my temometer i cann check my temperture to see if i got fever ma lei.. i miss jojo! he in my sis fren house.. jojo was my dog! and *imisshimtoO* hopefully i can sleep till quite late and hope that mummy wont wake me up so early in the morning.. and hehes:) i wasnt late for work today and was early lor.. :P going to take medicine now and go sleep liao.. cos really cant take it liao eye going to close liao :P..

　
hehes:) today never went to work.. cos i sick went to see doctor and the doctor say that i got slight fever.. and then the doctor ask did i feel warm.. then i say no he say i very weird.. and he give me mc for two day! and i went to buy the shirt and then went to tampiness to meet wandee and huiling to shop... hahas have pastamania for lunch and we walk and walk the whole mall and went after that went home.. took 969 home.. the ride was fast.. or it is becos we talk and talk and dun relise it slow but it fast.. hmm i wont go work tml is i still sick de.. hmm i dun like to take medicine lei.. all the medicine so big de.. got three are pills and one is syupe kind de.. took some photo too! all veri ugly i think hehes:) got nothing much to say liao.. happy bithday fawn! hehes:) i really dun feel like taking medicine lei.. it like 7 tablet all together wor! and all is big big want! oh no daddy scolded me.. cos i dun like hebal tee de.. and he say i dun drink and see lah now have to take medicine liao.. hehes:) i really see all the medicine i wanna faints lei.. cos i have to eat it.. and it will cause drowsiness.. i dun wanna sleep slp early.. so i dun eat the medicine now wor.. hmm after dinner cos still got lot of thing havent do yet.. hmm did i eat dinner? i only ate lunch lei.. havent eat dinner yet.. how i lazy to cook too! oh no my sore thorat is back again.. but not that pain lah only little.. anyway *imissyou*

　
HAPPY BIRTHDAY fawn! hmm even it not pass 12 yet.. but to her it already pass 12.. cos aust time is faster then us by 2hour lah.. happy birhtday gal:) i miss you alot! hmm when you come back got alot of thing to give you! hmm i love you gal:) hmm thanks ppl for all the caring and all the prayer! love ya ppl.. hmm today went to work as usual.. hmm tired.. hahas:) honey lemon really work wor! hmm today reach home late.. thanks mummy for ta baoing food for me! but you forget i cant eat chilli cos having sore thoat.. but then no choice just to eat! too lazy to cook mee! hehes:) then actually my sore thoat is okay liao.. but then now is hurt again cos i eat chilli.. sorry! serve me right! hmm then reach home after having dinner wanna have a short nap de but mummy wake me up.. i dun even slp.. wanted to liao but all thanks to her lah.. wake me up just to ask me go downstair with her! sian lor.. cant you go down yourself? hmm then come back home have my honeylemon water.. and here i come online! go to friendster.. read some mail.. chat online! hmm saw joel online too! so long nv see him online liao.. cos he just come back from chalet.. then just ask him abt he chalet lor! hmm then chat and chat and chat till now! hmm tomorrow got my pay liao.. so happy! so i really broke already! hmm think the honey lemon water not enough.,, cos tomorrow need to bring to work and my sis and bro still want to drink too lor! send the photo to huiling liao.. hope that this time i drink honey lemon water my thoat will recover! hehes:) hmm dun worry gal since you get something for him there sure a time to pass the thing to him de.. sorry.. dun learn all the bad things from me lei gal.. *you're my sunshine, my only sunshine! anyway in am him not veri close.. dun envy.. you and him veri close made me envy too! hehes:) today only drink one cup of honey lemon water! hmm hahas:) i love your kids alot! i veri tired liao.. will try to wake up early tomoorrow! can i dun go work tommorrow but need mc.. should i go see doctor tomorrow? hmm but i dun like to see doctor wor! *imissyou* *pls dun take my sunshine aways* nite ppl:) smilez! hehes:)

　
hahas:) nothing much to blog liao lei.. hmm just to say that i having sore thoat and my stomach not feeling well.. i go no appetite lor.. really eat onli few mouth full of mee.. hmm hahas heard that honey lemon is good for thoat.. so i drink it hope it work lah.. i wanna buy sweet for sore thoat de.. hmm but really veri pain when drinking water.. it made dun feel like drinking water lor.. but i have too! hmm hopefully i dun talk much tomorrow.. hmm but anyway talk is not so much of the pain lah.. mostly on drinking water! hmm i lost weight.. hahas:) was so happy that i got my pay already.. hehes:) should i go meet sus tomorrow to get back my jacket? hmm hopefully i would feel tired lah.. oh no! my stomach hurt again! really veri weak now! i need a lot a prayer people.. as you people know that amy cant laugh and talk is veri difficult to be amy! and i still having cough.. i cant cough.. cos it hurt too! agrh~ i really want to be heal as soon as possible lah..and for my stomach too! why is most of the things that go in.. in few sec it will be out lah.. just few sec lor.. so i think i dun eat! hahas:) just drink only! i wanna a work break again.. to see doctor.. but not today.. when i really get my pay.. so if i go see doctor at the same time i can go shop too! anyway nite! *imissyou* and *iloveyoutoo!* wish you was beside me now! when i sick! so that you can take care of me! hahas:) but is impossible lor! hehes:)

　
hmm just to lazy to blog.. anyway will just blog for ytd and today.. hmm ytd was fun and tired lah.. went to mummy place to help work.. and then after that rush home to go out.. suppose to meet sus in church to get my nike jacket back.. but then i got not enough time lah.. then took cab to yishun to meet wandee and took cab to expo lah.. the cab fare is ex.. but nvm lah it share de.. hmm went to huiling church to visit it at expo lah.. hmm then the serivce there was wow lah.. hmm was too tired at the service and dun really have the mood to worship him.. then after the service went to tampines mall to have lunch.. hmm have ban mian my fav.. but alway cannot finish de.. hmm after shop shop there lor.. went to pasta mania to have drink... mango soda.. not veri nice.. but the drink was big lah.. i also cannot finish too! hmm took so photo at pasta mania with the drink.. after that went to walk walk and then took so stupid photo lah.. really lame de photo.. hmm and i saw my fren there! hahas:) dun expect to see them there lor.. hehes:) have my mac cup corn ytd.. and went to royal sporting house.. guess what i saw.. the jacket that i like.. i want lah! i finally found it lah.. then took bus house with wandee.. reach home super tired lah.. hahas then today was a holiday for me lah.. no need to go work.. and stay at home.. it was good too! cos i was tired and sick lah.. hmm just veri weak this morning.. and i stay at home.. veri bored wake up come online and have lunch then load photo and went to slp till 9 wake up went out with mummy to buy something:) hahas:) reach home first time come online! hmm i do agress that he bad too! he something did tell me thing too! just like what you alway say maybe he busy.. hmm was sad for you that he change.. but i will still go with you if you want! hmm if he change.. it okay for me de.. cos i would mind going far to look for him.. if i got the time.. long long time go find him once lor.. hmm but think my sad here got more ss outlet near my place.. why must he be the want that change? why not the other? so it okay lah.. hmm then just wanna tell you dun be sad.. i feel sad for you too! but dun worry gal.. maybe is temp only.. and haiyo he attitude talking toward me is bad lah.. hmm then he keep saying me and him ____! not me lah! it ______! hmm sorry! but she so sweet lor.. got temple to ask a fu for you! so sweet lah: ) he ask me not to go there! who care! i will still go! hmm was thinking that i really sooner or later will give up on him lah.. but not time yet! hmm anyway got to go bath liao and slp early and back to work tml.. *looking for new job* and thinking should i apply in dec or nxt yr may.. haiya still thinking.. *imisshim* and*iloveyoutoo* nite ppl.. hope he will meassage me back.. keep he word!