hehes:) i back home already! hmm was tired lah.. as usual went to work.. i love you chloe.. hmm i havent eaten my medicine! sigh i regret! shouldnt intro her the job lor.. but if i nv intro help will she return me money! she sure will de lor.. haiyo why i did the wrong thing.. shouldnt have intro help lor.. really really regret now! amy dun be selfish and jealous.. hmm school is more important? should i continue to study? or should i go work? hmm dunno lah.. haiyo wanna find a job that earn more! but what can i do? regret lah.. really i really regret and it the greatest mistake that i made in life lor.. *crying* i really wish that someone was here to listen to all my problem.. am i selfish? having this evil thought that i dun wanna her to work there! how? amy stop been evil.. am i really veri selfish.. oh no amy amy! cannot but i cant! help help ppl... but really just say that i realyl really dun want her to work there.. deep in my heart.. it truth that i really dun want her to work there lor.. hmm anyway no dinner tonight again? hmm will mummy bring me go and eat? hahas:) i miss alot of people lei... i miss school! imissyou! i miss you and you and you! i miss everyone! amy is down and confuse now! whatt should she do? i really dunno can someone just tell me! amy amy dun be evil.. you will receive the good deep in return de amy! hmm really? i deep down in my heart that i dun want her to work there! really really really regret! tears flowing down from my heart! no laughter today! hmm hope that you can brighten up my day.. maybe just one message from you! asking how my days going on? so that i can share with you! and hope that when i share with you.. you wont say that i selfish and evil lah.. i got my reason too it! sigh~ sigh!~ nothing really much to say liao.. haiyo amy why are you like that today? can you be angel instead of evil? haiyo i wanna be angel but i cant! cos of this regret in my heart.. really wanna tell you this.. hope you see it! hmm but really sorry for this happen for been a fren and treating you this way.. i really have my reason! sigh.. low mood how! really feel like *crying* why are you hiding your feeling amy? just show it out! tell her! gogogo! amy! be bold.. but i dun wanna spoilt the friendship with her? is she really your fren? but how? tell her straight? cannot amy amy cannot do that the! then just let it be lor! sigh! why? nothing can change the world for been unfair! unfairness is something in the wrold that everyone face it! really? hmm i dunno but i think so ba.. why is there unfairness in the world? why cant everything be fair! why? why? there alot of why that i really wanna know! sorry people if i dun have the mood to talk to your and tell your! and dun ask what happen or why? sigh~ 'you are my sunshine, my only sunshine'! for the rest of my life i just wanna love you! but i cannot too! why? unfairness again? maybe! haiyo amy STOP asking why lah! there no answer to everything lah.. be right back later! got thing to do! back!!! hmm i went out to get canned food for my dinner.. cos house got plain porriage so eat with canned food! hahas:) hmm veri full liao.. just ate one bowl of porridge and feel veri full liao.. hmm should i say that today moon come out from north.. haiyo.. amy arh stop! be believe that.. please STOP telling me that! i wanna work and part time..