Thursday, October 12, 2006
hmm just reach home! today super super tired lah.. hmm work was okay lah.. still the same tired.. and the kids is always the same! naughty but adorable lor.. hmm stil lat work place till 6.30 then left.. after half way then realise that i left the gift for wenting in the childcare and went back to take! hahas:) hmm cos if not i got no time to meet her and pass to her liao.. hmm then was tireda and want a sit so i took the train from bishan to marina bay and then change at raffle place and then reach there slighty earlier then wenting.. hmm then after meeting her.. we took bus to go find him.. and wenting need to go find her fren to get her book so i go there my own lor! hmm reach there and talk to him awhile onli cos he was busy! actually dun wanna go de! but then no choice since i helping ah xiong to get the present for her! hmm was super tired after work already still need to go there to get the thing.. and he nv even say thanks to me lor.. and he attitude is not veri good.. nvm lah he tired.. but i also ma.. but i still can talk to him properly.. hmm then wenting reach.. hmm saw ah ming uncle.. he still the same like to disturb me.. call me by nickname! haiyo.. then hahas:) was super hungry lah.. dun want to eat cos veri tired lah.. and i eat thing will be super slow de.. and i not very hungry after drinking the ice lemon tea.. but now i hungry liao..hmm think i will cook cup noodles later! hmm i dun want to take medicine.. i just dun want lah.. was disappointed.. hmm waited for you sms.. but you did not message me lor.. waited for so so long lor.. sigh~ i shouldnt have message you! hmm dun want you to paid for the drink due to some reason lah: ) thanks for not paying for it! but was quite happy that i meet you today lor.. hmm xiong just called and ask how was the arrangement for me to meet him to get the gift for wen.. i say i did not really talk to him much... he ask why.. he ask me to atke from him becos he know that we veri long nv meet each other already.. and why didnt i talk much to him.. i say got but alittle only.. he was busy anyway and i was tired to open my golden mouth hahas:) and alot of firece people there that i quite scared so i dun want to talk to him.. wanted to take cab home de.. but then was thinking dun waste money lah.. i going be broke soon! i must wake up early tomorrow to go work.. cos today i took cab to work so i wasnt late.. no more cabbing amy! hmm saw one of my ite fren working at he place.. hahas so cool lor.. i wanna work there too! hehes:) dreaming only.. you made me veri disappointed.. you can just buy something small for me without letting me know and ask me to eat! and i sure will eat de lor.. but you did not.. sigh~ thanks wenting for accompany me go there! if i went there alone i think i will just get the thing and go liao and would stay there long lor.. sigh~ sad! i should have talk to you lor! *imisstalkingtoyou* anyway it over liao.. need to go have my dinner at super late hours and then go bath and slp lor! sorry! *imissyoumore* i just know something i shouldnt call him.. and then that it.. why must all this happen today? regretting lor.. and then i really veri sad.. i really like him alot! and he that one that chance some of my thinking! and sigh~ are we still fren? hopefully we are! but it hard to be fren liao.. friendship will end soon.. how can dun think so much.. ihateyou.. and ame stop zhi zhou duo qian.. it impossible! not you lah.. someone else.. lucky her! why is her? did he still have her in he heart? the neoprint today made me abit down liao.. and sigh.. no appitite to eat my mee liao.. going to bath and slp.. dun wanna take medicine too! why cant i cry out! dun cry out it hard.. but why can i am not those that easy to cry de.. whenever i sad.. i cannot cry it hard lor! the feeling really hurt alot! and why must all this happen? today.. fri the 13th? sigh.. sure a unlucky day! knew somthing bad will happen to day should have believe it lor.. sigh~ why must love be hurting? *ireallylovehimalot*
from the day i know you i know we wont be together! now i know that i really love you! but what can i do! nothing! nothing! nothing! sigh~ sighing go on and on! for ame! cannot dun think lei..