hehes: ) i finally back to blogging.. why? anyway thanks you for telling me early so that i will not hurt me lots.. hehes: ) i scared for the first.. haiyo and it at tampines lei.. haiyo thanks all the people for the care and concern.. anyway i much better now liao.went to watch just follow laws with my sister today.. and after that went home have lunch and chat chat online for awhile before going out with my mum again.. and hahas yu shen at home with family.. hmm then back to blogging liao.. i wanna change blogskins.. but when.. i not free.. tml work again.. dun feel like working lei.. why must you be like this.. i treat you so good yet you... sigh.. dunno lah.. feel like avoiding him.. but dun think i can.. sorry if one day i really dun message you and dun call you or ever reply your msg.. just wanna wish you happy birthday before i really avoid you.. few more min till he birthday! hehes: ) i miss you all your guys men! love ya all lot.. oh ya am i really thinking of you ytd night that make me cant slp.. haiyo.. slept at 4 am ytd man.. dunno why cant slp.. hmm i really wanna see more funny show that make me laugh.. am i stupid? or am i just too good.. i shouldnt be too good to you meh.. yet what i get.. NOTHING! but really thanks for telling me much earlier.. sorry i dun wish to do this but no choice i have to! hope you understand me... and stop knowing the price for the present.. be rite back... call him to wish him happy bday first.. *scared* dunno what to say... sorry! i feel bad.. but think this will be good for me.. anyway gtg liao.. tml still got work..

　
hmm was veri tired recently.. got no time to blog.. working is still the same.. bored and sian.. went to pinky house to eat and helpher to carry thing home.. hmm sat and sun sales was okay.. should i say i did not really serve.. cos of mood swimg after something happen.. i heard alot of things man! sigh.. but what can i do nothing.. hmm i almost lost my phone ytd.. but thanks for the honest customer! she saw it and nv took it always.. was smsing halfway.. and put my phone on the self then got ppl ask me something so direct them to it.. and the honest customer is good when to tell hao.. and hao keep it for me.. she can just taken it.. but really thanks her alot or it is a him.. i kinda of get hao into scolding.. sigh sorry! hmm i miss him lei... but was happy that i broke my 77.. it 87 now the high record.. think i should have done better! just becos i dun have the mood! nvm lah.. forget it lah.. what can i do? NOTHING! hmm anyway nothing to blog liao.. gtg and prepare to go work liao.. hehes:) take care! will try to blog tonight if i got time!

　
sigh.. hmm should blog for ytd and today.. ytd the sales was super good lah.. hmm can image that i can sold so much.. hehes:) hmm today sales was bad.. did not break ytd record.. only sold a few thanks to hao for helping me.. and the rest of the staff.. whenever customer ask what is nice.. and they will say my product.. and not other.. hmm thanks alots! hehes:) and today really very little people.. tomorrow will have to work full.. 12hours due to alot of people tomorrow.. hopefully i can break 77 tomorrow.. and they order new stock in today! sigh.. no more big fish.. hmm should i talk him that i like him.. hmm thanks alot alot of people that have been helping me here and there.. thanks! stress that i did not did better today! sigh.. tired but cant slp.. i havent talk to him yet! i miss him.. should i ask him what to buy for him for v day and he bday? and hor should i tell him i love him? hehes :) will i regret? hopefully he will rmb to call me back he busy today... hmm i so long nv see him liao.. dunno how is he cough lei.. should i go visit him on monday after work.. think he will be very busy de lei.. cos is round the cny.. sigh dunno lah very fan this few day! oh ya sorry fawn i today really cant send you off at the airport... promise you that will fatch you from airport when you come back.. hmm and oh ya! happy 22nd birthday to adeline! that my sister! take care love ya lots! and 4 more day to v day and 6 more day to end of work! work and work and relise that money really not enough lei.. and thanks to those promote and staff for helping me to buy my product! thanks! sigh.. dunno lei should i wait for him but i tired liao.. he still havent call me yet! nite..

　
sigh.. today work was abit unhappy! cos of something happen... is he trying to insult that i stupid.. was unhappy that he ask me to be a bit more clever lor.. hey is your instruction not clear lei.. cant you tell me straight that push in a cannot be seen.. yet you scold me in front of ppl.. i hate you! hmm today after that happen wasnt having a good mood.. dun have the mood to serve customer and and all becos of ____ fault when to tell him that.. haiyo! thanks michelle to make a afford to call back ad ask am i better! thanks :) i much better after dinner! and guess what i broke yesterday record by selling two more tin.. hehes:) and him for talking to me too! when i bored till to death.. hmm and dunno lah.. it seen like i been doing a lots of wrong things.. i shifing place tomorrow! hope it will be better! 26 today.. tomorrow 30.. hmm will i hit the target.. oh ya the shirt is darn big lah.. i miss him.. so long nv see him liao.. the last time i seen him is on the 30 jan lor.. sigh 1 week plus left to end of work.. hmm hopefully everything will be okay! more sales.. really thanks ah wei also! he the best man! he cares for me like my brother! call him and chatting to him today! he ask why i work there and not at he place i say no choice cannot choose.. ah wei i miss you! free will go tekka mall find you de! take care hor! nothing realli much to blog liao.. sian blog more tomorrow.. hopefully tomorrow will be better! hahas there this funny customer asking me did we accept us dollar! hahas then i went to ask ah yao.. he ask what is mei jin.. then i say us dollar.. then he say nope! only sing dollar and burnei dollar.. funny sia.. he think this is a high class shopping centre! no lor this is onli a supermarket.. : ) smilez ..

　
hey! i'm back from work.. today work was okay lah.. today is better then other day! or should i say i slack lesser? hmm haiyo today hao is not here he niu dao shou.. but then thanks to him dunno what he name! he talk to me and ask me help him do things if not i bored to death.. hehes thanks! hmm today someone ask am i jian sister.. and yesterday someone ask am i ping sister.. they say we look alike.. hahas i look like everyone sia! hmm today sales is slighty better then yesterday lor.. today 24! cant imagine that too! hmm and today late for work again.. reach at 1.30 lei.. hmm then hor today nothing really much have happen... cos work is still the same nothing intresting.. he back! finally i miss him.. call him just now and talk to him liao.. he still having cough.. must take care okay! dun make me worry! dun over work too.. must go see doctor.. sorry my pi pa kao dun work.. even did not talk to him much but still happy liao.. cos i so long nv tell to him liao.. think he must be tired man! and someone tomorrow onward he have to work full! haiyo.. today saw some wenting fren.. one of them is her! think jian must be veri happy! dunno lah.. sigh.. (________)???? hopefully tomorrow will be better lor.. gtg nite! should i tell him??? scared i will regert! and i dun have the courage...

　
hehes.. hmm should blog for yesterday and today.... went for service today.. veri long nv go liao.. so long nv see joel too! hehes but guess i cant talk to him cos have to rush off to work after serivce... and fawn is leaving soon! sigh.. tml he will be back liao.. dunno how is he.. i miss you lor! 4day nv talk to you liao... yesterday work was okay.. think the sales is better then the ohter time.. last day with michelle at work.. she change place outlet liao..sigh.. hmm today wenting first day work.. today got ppl talk to me at least no so bored.. cos i cannot go behide liao cos no fren.. but did go out to talk to wenting.. hmm think she did a good job today.. her sales sia.. actually drink is really easy to sell then lor.. id much more better to work in drink cos not veri bored.. can help to carry drink.. but i found things to do liao.. helping them to stock up the stock.. better then nothing to do lor.. hmm and found someone to talk to liao.. stop bullying me! knock me pls say sorry k.. i not xiao qi.. but just stop knocking into me.. hmm hahas thanks ping alots for really helping me.. and thanks for talking to me too.. was really pissed of with this aunty.. let you try dun want nvm.. say to my customer so loud that it not nice.. and so went off lor.. that the point that i dun wanna help you lor.. and thanks hao that he let me help him to stock up the stock.. hmm haha if not i bored to death.. today sales not veri good.. hopefully it will be better tomorrow.. sigh everytime say tomorrow better.. but then no better lor.. sigh.. amy please accept the fact that your products is not good! and stop expecting more sales must be happy that you did so more then ten today! hmm tomorrow is tuesday.. sian lor.. dunno lah think not veri fun to work.. sigh hope that 16 faster pass! i miss him.. did i choose the rite things? hope he faster come back to listen to me! this few day very moody lei.. dunno why too! i going to cry man.. why it dont get better each days? why why? pistachios just know what is this man! learn something new today! hehes: ) sian.. hopefully tomorrow will be more happier.. and nothing to worry abt too! heachach arh.. why why why? amy amy amy!!! smilez : ) .. sigh later need to go bath liao.. will tomorrow be better??? sigh... sigh..

　
i here to blog again.. hmm thanks jian and ping for really helping me alots! sigh.. ken fatt grandma passed away! sad :( that why i abit moody.. sigh hope he okay.. i miss you! take care when you are there.. nvm that you cant accompany me talk this few day.. i understand that it more important that you have to go back to malaysia cos your grandma passed away and it ex to call you... hopefully time pass fast.. hmm dun be sad everyone have to left the earth.. it just sooner or later! hmm today sales was okay lah.. hmm think the balance is not accurate sigh.. but what can i do since the balance is not accurate? hmm hopefully michelle still remain at the same place after sunday... sigh and wenting faster come so that got more people to accompany me to eat and everything.. come in to toilet must walk past me okay.. hehes: ) i really very bored to work there after 7 cos all my fren left liao.. hmm today left early cos was bored and tired or so called sian cos no ppl wanna buy de.. left 15min earlier.. thanks xiong for the belated birthday present.. hehes: ) think of working tomorrow abit sian lei.. today think it just abit better lei.. or should i say it not better! sigh... amy! amy! what happen to you? are you okay? i also dunno what happen to me! hmm it just that i feel weird about something and i dunno what too.. should i tell him i love him? it is a right choice? will i regret.. and xiong i know that i wont happen! and i give up on him liao.. cos i know that he got gf liao.. and i give them my total blessing... and me and him are just fren.. i went there to work not becos i still ____ him.. i choose to work there cos i got fren there so that got people help me when i need help... sigh he belong to yan jie de.. i admit that it impossible de.. sigh went to pizza hut for lunch.. it the first time i ate something so ex and good when working.. i dun mind to eat it when off day.. hahas;) but okay lah.. and did i make the right choice? hmm amy! must believe that tomorrow will be better and geting better and better each day! hmm hopefully ba :x dunno also.. hmm this few day can sleep early cos no ppl to call and talk to liao.. he will only be back on tuesday night.. but then i only can get to see him after chinese new year.. and he really busy.. all of them change to work 12 hour liao.. but after cny i also not free to meet him.. i will miss you de.. sigh.. what time should i work tml ? dunno lah.. see what i wake up tml lor... haiyo and fawn is going back liao... :( i will miss you gal:( take care when you go back to melbourne.. anyway got to go.. will blog more abt tml... still need to go bath.. take care ppl.. i miss yours all guys! nitez..

　
hmm should blog at ytd and today... went back to childcare ytd to see the kids i miss them alot alots.. finally got to see them.. but i still miss them.. glad that they still rmb me and still call me.. hmm so happy.. went there for few hours.. hmm and we got new kids there... he super cute.. forget to take he photo.. sigh.. and michael grow fatter liao.. he no longer eat like tweety bird liao.. and lucius can talk now lei.. hehes:) so great that they all grow one yr older liao.. so happy for them.. vikram have really improved alot.. can see him talk more now.. i really felt so happy that i went back to visit.. laura have left.. sigh.. take care laura... hopefully you rmb me! hmm i love all of your... hmm after that went to find siew mei to have dinner with her and then went to her bro work place.. and clementi.. cos need to pass her bro pi pa kao.. cos he sick.. got cough take care okay.. dun make me worry for you! i already got alot of thing to fan liao.. sigh~ first day of work at jian place.. hmm still veri scared.. cos i very long nv go there and work liao.. and everytime i went there is only for few day onli.. and this time is not i going there for two week.. hmm and hor it feel very weird to go back there to work.. it been so long i nv work there liao.. and someomore this time i will be working there for long.. sigh hopefully michelle stay till new yr.. and hope that monday first come cos wenting will be working here too.. hmm it hard to promote lor.. not easy.. break my golden edd at around 6.30.. so happy:)! hopefully they dun fly my kite.. hmm will tml be better? hope so! sigh was really bored till to death.. no ppl de.. really thanks ah ping for helping me today.. thanks! luckily i got michelle there! hmm hopefully this time is not wrong again... i going to call him later not jian.. and not joel.. hmm valentine's day coming hopefully sales will be better! : ) smile amy! you can de! jia you! gogogo... you did well today liao.. dun put to high expetation on yourself.. and must believe that tomorrow will be better for you! and all the good things will happen.. i miss you! sigh.. thanks wenting and michelle and jian for the praise and encouragement that your give me so that i have more hope in promoting again.. and thanks michelle for hearing all my complain abt my sales and thanks for your hi 5... thanks alot ppl.. take care! sigh.. tired.. hope i dun fall sick! i growing fatter too! go to eat lesser! all thanks to hwee leng and hong tat for intro me nice chocolate.. see lah.. i starting to fall in love with chocolate liao.. hopefully it wont last me long to love chocolate! i miss green.. dunno lei.. like very long nv have green things to cheer me up liao.. i wanna get green and see green things.. sigh thanks shawn for been such a good supervisor.. really love working under you lei.. *stress* be happy amy! : )