i here to blog again.. hmm thanks jian and ping for really helping me alots! sigh.. ken fatt grandma passed away! sad :( that why i abit moody.. sigh hope he okay.. i miss you! take care when you are there.. nvm that you cant accompany me talk this few day.. i understand that it more important that you have to go back to malaysia cos your grandma passed away and it ex to call you... hopefully time pass fast.. hmm dun be sad everyone have to left the earth.. it just sooner or later! hmm today sales was okay lah.. hmm think the balance is not accurate sigh.. but what can i do since the balance is not accurate? hmm hopefully michelle still remain at the same place after sunday... sigh and wenting faster come so that got more people to accompany me to eat and everything.. come in to toilet must walk past me okay.. hehes: ) i really very bored to work there after 7 cos all my fren left liao.. hmm today left early cos was bored and tired or so called sian cos no ppl wanna buy de.. left 15min earlier.. thanks xiong for the belated birthday present.. hehes: ) think of working tomorrow abit sian lei.. today think it just abit better lei.. or should i say it not better! sigh... amy! amy! what happen to you? are you okay? i also dunno what happen to me! hmm it just that i feel weird about something and i dunno what too.. should i tell him i love him? it is a right choice? will i regret.. and xiong i know that i wont happen! and i give up on him liao.. cos i know that he got gf liao.. and i give them my total blessing... and me and him are just fren.. i went there to work not becos i still ____ him.. i choose to work there cos i got fren there so that got people help me when i need help... sigh he belong to yan jie de.. i admit that it impossible de.. sigh went to pizza hut for lunch.. it the first time i ate something so ex and good when working.. i dun mind to eat it when off day.. hahas;) but okay lah.. and did i make the right choice? hmm amy! must believe that tomorrow will be better and geting better and better each day! hmm hopefully ba :x dunno also.. hmm this few day can sleep early cos no ppl to call and talk to liao.. he will only be back on tuesday night.. but then i only can get to see him after chinese new year.. and he really busy.. all of them change to work 12 hour liao.. but after cny i also not free to meet him.. i will miss you de.. sigh.. what time should i work tml ? dunno lah.. see what i wake up tml lor... haiyo and fawn is going back liao... :( i will miss you gal:( take care when you go back to melbourne.. anyway got to go.. will blog more abt tml... still need to go bath.. take care ppl.. i miss yours all guys! nitez..