hahas: ) today a HAAPY day! hmm today wear the same dress with jacinta to work.. hmm and jac is an angel and i a devil today.. cos she wearing all WHITE and i wearing all BLACK lor.. oh ya i finally finish editing my blogskin lor.. have magie mee for dinnner tonight.. guess wat the maggie mee taste so weird lor.. but just like the noodles hahas;) guess what the dress is too big for me.. i keep pulling the dress.. and it very obseen to pull the dress in the office.. but i still do it lor and contact lens today is veri dry.. but thanksfully there is solution for me to wash it.. hmm i still havent pack my staff.. tml will be tuesday lei.. and it mean that time is flying.. hmm today when to celebrate regine and doris birthday at some korea restaurant here to our work place.. the place is cool.. and nice:) it just that aft eating there we will have smelly shirt:( hmm we bought awfully chocolate cake for them and we even by sunflower for them.. each a stalk.. hmm hahas: ) nice sunflower they have.. oh shit i have to do the farewell give soon:) but just too lazy to do.. and the cake too:) hmm but think will find one day. and my staff still not yet packed.. not even a single things.. tomorrow we will have new staff joining us.. and dunno will the farewell cum welcomed dinner still on? hmm hoping forward to alot of thing sia: ) why? did i made the wrong choice? hmm why? can we change? but will it be so silly to change things again:) nvm forget it.. it just fate lah amy:) today..hahas: ) i looking forward to the day you went out with me alone again;) sigh.. but think no more chance lah.. and can you talk to me more? i trying very hard to talk to you.. but i really scared that i will be a irritation to you lei.. are you attracth? hmm hopefully you are not! i really miss you alots: ) i wanna find someone like you.. sigh:( so excited that i going to a new place to explore new life.. but will SURE miss all my beloved fren de.. hmm 6more days:) sigh.. i just wanna let you know that you're always on my mind.. and guess wat i really think that you're someone special to me: ) i really dun mind wat happening in the furture.. even if you dun have or if you have.. i will still love you.. sigh:) but i trying not to like you! i TRYING very hard ;) hmm i cant do it now but it take time.. hmm hopefully it will be and END soon:) ARGH one sided love is tired and painful lor.. i dun want the feeling.. but what can i do.. NOTHING! the chance no is really very slim... but will try not to like you... if really cannot then will pray for you behide you.. i veri tired today i wanna sleep early.. but i still ahvent see him online yet lei.. how can i sleep without talking to him or seeing him online.. hmm ya planning to watch the red cliff with some of my dbs staff.. but hopefully more ppl will go.. the more the merryier.. sigh i really miss him to bit sia.. but can you dun show me cold shoulder? did you know it very sad that you showing me cold shoulder lei.. the loving for you is hard and is getting harder and harder each day for me to love you.. but i cant do anything just to sit here a do nothing lor:) anyway think i got nothing to blg liao.. will continue to blog tml :) hmm i missed my corn lor.. hmm but i have it in the fridge in the office going to made it tml.. and hor amy is growing fatter and fatter each day.. i got alot of thing to eat in my cabinet lor.. photo chip from lena and cookies from siri.. thanks you your people.. hahas: ) i want to take photo with you! cos i dun have photo with you alone de.. hmm hopefully you will take with me when we can find time! i miss you lots and take good care cos i will not be with you.. hope to be your listening ear lor:) ~miss you lots lots:)~thinking of you every second in my life : )~ love ya always: ).. am i just wanna say sorry for the thing that i have done.. and hope you dun put it to heart and will forgive me lor.. dun wish to see you stress and angry! willing to be your pushing bag.. just wanna you to stay happy always lei: ) willing to change for you to the better.. *WAITING FOR YOU*! : )